Let me get what I want (Lord knows, it would be the first time)
By the title of my entry, you can assume things didn't go well in my interview. I don't have analog phone service (like I'm supposed to know that off the top of my head), and if I don't get it within a week... then I won't be able to take this job until next year.
I'm starting to think that things will never work out for me. I have a damn college degree. I'm a smart person! Why don't I have a full time job? For fuck's sake.... and the comforting peanut butter, banana, chocolate smoothie is not making me feel better.
I should look on the bright side *more time for lolitics*, but it's hard to do that for over a year and expect not to crack. Does God really not want me to have a full time job right now? What in the world could He have planned that keeps me at home 5 days a week?
Forgive my rant, Angels, but I'm really starting to despair. Is this worth taking on an extra phone line that I may or may not be able to afford?
Pray for me. I need it.
(Title inspired by The Smiths. A comforting voice when I need one the most. Thanks, Morrissey.)
Loves and kisses,
I'm starting to think that things will never work out for me. I have a damn college degree. I'm a smart person! Why don't I have a full time job? For fuck's sake.... and the comforting peanut butter, banana, chocolate smoothie is not making me feel better.
I should look on the bright side *more time for lolitics*, but it's hard to do that for over a year and expect not to crack. Does God really not want me to have a full time job right now? What in the world could He have planned that keeps me at home 5 days a week?
Forgive my rant, Angels, but I'm really starting to despair. Is this worth taking on an extra phone line that I may or may not be able to afford?
Pray for me. I need it.
(Title inspired by The Smiths. A comforting voice when I need one the most. Thanks, Morrissey.)
Loves and kisses,