Fuck my Birthday!!!!
So yeah I wake up its July 5th and I think wow people are gonna say things like Happy Birthday and I am gonna get cards and love and congrats on being 24! Well it didn't happen I woke up hurting from my lip, eyebrow and tongue rings that were put in Tuesday morning at 1:50 am. So I went and did my now short 20's flapper style hair. You could say this week was my renovating week. My fuck this I have worked hard and deserve to treat myself week. So I did I donated my hair to lock of love, and got a free hair cut. I got my nails done at the salon. On Tuesday I went and got 3 piercings done. Needless to say what a way to blow $100 of my hard earned money. That was a gift for me getting a promotion at work. It seems that I am now a full time regular employee. I will be getting benefits in about 3 months. Okay now back to the story. I get ready and check my phone and my my-space and my mail and my live journal. I received nothing, so I thought I would tonight no big deal. I go to work only a handful of people knew it was my Birthday and I got a pack of cookies from my friend Bonnie at work. I still received nothing about birthday wishes. Now I am home and I have yet to receive anything. Am I mad? Hell yes!! Am I saddened? Umm in tears is more like it. How could even my best friend have forgotten my birthday? I am so fucking hurt right now. I don't even want a birthday anymore. I remember most peoples birthdays. I know Aurora is Aug. 10th, Shuvi's is April 9th, Owens is Dec 22nd ( I think?), Soups Oct. 16th ( if I messed that up it is because I have birthdays that are next to yours). Point is I try to make a point to say happy birthday to everyone that I have a connection to in one way or another. It just takes me back a little when even my dad doesn't call me and tell me Happy Birthday. That is why I am done, through, getting rid of my birthday once and for all. That way no one has to remember it and I don't have to be depressed an other year. I mean 3 years in a row is a little much. Okay so I am going to go buy food. Good night all.