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I have to wonder if it's God who sends these people to tell me how beautiful I am durring the very moment I'm feeling fat and ugly so much I want to melt to the floor and die.
Because let me tell you, it always happens at the very point where I go into a eating binge and gain a bunch of weight. It's a vicious cycle.
Just the other day, I was wating behind the curtains, getting ready to walk out onto the stage and show off a beautiful $10,000 outfit, and most all the girls around me are 5'11, and super thin, and I was feeling fat as fuck. And then, out of nowhere, the girl two places in front of me turns around, and looks me right in the eye, and says: "I've been meaning to find the best time to say this to you, but you're the most beautiful one here. And I mean that."
And before I could answer, she popped back into line and stepped out into the spotlight. Seconds later, it was my turn.
And let me tell you, I strutted my stuff.
It was awesome.
Because let me tell you, it always happens at the very point where I go into a eating binge and gain a bunch of weight. It's a vicious cycle.
Just the other day, I was wating behind the curtains, getting ready to walk out onto the stage and show off a beautiful $10,000 outfit, and most all the girls around me are 5'11, and super thin, and I was feeling fat as fuck. And then, out of nowhere, the girl two places in front of me turns around, and looks me right in the eye, and says: "I've been meaning to find the best time to say this to you, but you're the most beautiful one here. And I mean that."
And before I could answer, she popped back into line and stepped out into the spotlight. Seconds later, it was my turn.
And let me tell you, I strutted my stuff.
It was awesome.