Numb
As I come home, I drive up to our building
My stomach starts getting knots in it
Out house is not a home anymore
I sit in our living room, just minding my own business
And then you start in on your tirades on bitching
No matter what I do I can't seem to block you out
When you call my cell phone, you never leave a positive message
Would it kill you to day "How was your day?"
Instead of screaming in the phone, as I pull it away from my ear
I can't make myself feel anything for you
My heart has become so numb and frozen
All the hurtful words have cut deep inside
There is no way to resurrect the love we once had
So many things have been said that can never be taken back
I just can't make myself love you
As hard as it is to let go after all these months
I want to feel a pulse in my body, and live life to the fullest
One day I will be free to chase my dreams and love again.
My stomach starts getting knots in it
Out house is not a home anymore
I sit in our living room, just minding my own business
And then you start in on your tirades on bitching
No matter what I do I can't seem to block you out
When you call my cell phone, you never leave a positive message
Would it kill you to day "How was your day?"
Instead of screaming in the phone, as I pull it away from my ear
I can't make myself feel anything for you
My heart has become so numb and frozen
All the hurtful words have cut deep inside
There is no way to resurrect the love we once had
So many things have been said that can never be taken back
I just can't make myself love you
As hard as it is to let go after all these months
I want to feel a pulse in my body, and live life to the fullest
One day I will be free to chase my dreams and love again.