Things Change...
I've never been fond of changes, really. A lot of people say I'm boring and impossible that way. I'm just the type of person who cringes at the idea that something that I'm so used to would suddenly be so different without my consent or without me planning it. I like the routine, I like finding things just as I left them. I end up building my own little safe haven somewhere along there.
I know I have to adjust, to move on along because time won't wait for me. Any sensible person should know that. Since I claim to be as sensible as they come, I should pretty much live with it, too. Truthfully, I've told myself that a million times - but it just doesn't come easy to me. I guess I am slow. I move on in my own pace, and in that pace - all sort of things go wrong and I find myself cursing the reasons why things had to become this way. Because things change. People change. Everything changes. That's the way of the world.
It's sad how in order for you to be happy, you have to keep moving on to find the place where you should be for you to be happy. That you have to change yourself to become a better person. In the process, you have to lose a lot of things. It's you or them. You lose people who liked you for who they thought you were. You've just become too different to them, someone they don't know - and they've become the same thing to you.
Just like that, nothing is the same.
I know I have to adjust, to move on along because time won't wait for me. Any sensible person should know that. Since I claim to be as sensible as they come, I should pretty much live with it, too. Truthfully, I've told myself that a million times - but it just doesn't come easy to me. I guess I am slow. I move on in my own pace, and in that pace - all sort of things go wrong and I find myself cursing the reasons why things had to become this way. Because things change. People change. Everything changes. That's the way of the world.
It's sad how in order for you to be happy, you have to keep moving on to find the place where you should be for you to be happy. That you have to change yourself to become a better person. In the process, you have to lose a lot of things. It's you or them. You lose people who liked you for who they thought you were. You've just become too different to them, someone they don't know - and they've become the same thing to you.
Just like that, nothing is the same.