If Solan were to be taken from me for this it wouldn’t be my choice. I realized it when we agreed to do it or least when I realized the cost.
You are losing me not because I’m walking. It’s because you can’t keep your mouth shut. Was risking my happiness once not enough? Maybe your kind can love more than one and aren’t bothered by it but I am mortal and so is my wife. You put me in that spot every time you say it, make me relive the guilt and you don’t even seem to give a shit. Do you even realize how much it insults my wife to have another woman flaunt her love? Might as well be saying you fucked me too for the outcome. Should learn to keep your mouth shut especially if I mean that much to you.
You’ve proved you are not the person I thought you were. You go on hurting me and don’t care. You go on hurting my wife and don’t care. Iris, I don’t want a friend who hurts me because they are too selfish or ignorant to know when to hold their tongue. It is not “perfectly fine” for my kind to love more than one person and you think it’s alright to saddle me with knowing you want more than friendship. I know you say that’s all you want but it isn’t. You don't just want to stand around and not be intimate with someone you love. For your kind it isn’t a problem and I won’t live my life with that hanging over my head. I won’t let you go on wounding me with guilt because you won’t let things go.
Go, have your family. Maybe it will teach you why this hurts me so much to hear you repeat that to me every time we talk. If you do, I’ll be here and if not, it’s a shame sweetheart.
If Solan were to be taken from me for this it wouldn’t be my choice. I realized it when we agreed to do it or least when I realized the cost.
You are losing me not because I’m walking. It’s because you can’t keep your mouth shut. Was risking my happiness once not enough? Maybe your kind can love more than one and aren’t bothered by it but I am mortal and so is my wife. You put me in that spot every time you say it, make me relive the guilt and you don’t even seem to give a shit. Do you even realize how much it insults my wife to have another woman flaunt her love? Might as well be saying you fucked me too for the outcome. Should learn to keep your mouth shut especially if I mean that much to you.
You’ve proved you are not the person I thought you were. You go on hurting me and don’t care. You go on hurting my wife and don’t care. Iris, I don’t want a friend who hurts me because they are too selfish or ignorant to know when to hold their tongue. It is not “perfectly fine” for my kind to love more than one person and you think it’s alright to saddle me with knowing you want more than friendship. I know you say that’s all you want but it isn’t. You don't just want to stand around and not be intimate with someone you love. For your kind it isn’t a problem and I won’t live my life with that hanging over my head. I won’t let you go on wounding me with guilt because you won’t let things go.
Go, have your family. Maybe it will teach you why this hurts me so much to hear you repeat that to me every time we talk. If you do, I’ll be here and if not, it’s a shame sweetheart.
Snake
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