J2 Big Bang Gone In An Instant (Or Here Til The Bitter End) Jared/Jensen NC17 13/13

Jun 18, 2013 12:12

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Jared seemed all calm and carefree about meeting Jensen's family, but inside he could admit he was freaking out.  It was never a secret how much Jen's family meant to him and if they didn’t approve of Jared then he didn’t know what would happen.

Jared also knew that Jensen loved him, but no matter what anyone tried to say he wants it to go well, he NEEDS it to go well. His boyfriend speaks so highly of his mother and father that Jared knows they are the single most important influences in his life. And for as much as he complains about Josh and Mack, Jared is aware of just how much Jensen idolizes them. Jared doesn't know how to stand up against that kind of love, that unconditional devotion.

First he enlisted in the help of Danneel who swore that Mama Ackles will love him. He is a down home Texan boy who loves Jensen more than anything and that's all she wants for her Baby Boy. Jared thought to himself that it had to be harder than that to impress Jensen's mother.   Not to mention his father! Jared can't help but wonder what he thinks about the two of them together, let alone Jensen bringing Jared home for the weekend where apparently they are going to share Jensen's childhood bed.

Jared is screwed.

He's desperate enough to go to Chris who only shakes his head and tells him to pray to Jesus and say at least eight Hail Mary’s, he's going to need all the help he can get.  Jensen  had always been their golden boy, and even when he came out of the closet at sixteen, confessing to his Mama and Daddy that he didn’t want to marry some girl and have babies, they swore that they would always be there for him and it would just make finding him a partner for life that much more interesting.

There hasn’t been anyone that Jared hadn’t been able to make like him.  His parents instilled bone deep manners into him and have raised him to respect his elders, always stand for a lady when they enter a room and most importantly, to be nothing if not agreeable.  He was always taught to stand up for himself and those he love, but to pick his own battles and not ask for more than he deserved.  The thought of Jensen’s family not liking him was nearly enough to paralyze him.

“What the fuck is wrong with you?”  Chad asked as he entered the kitchen.  Jared was staring at the calendar, watching as the days dwindled down to their trip to Dallas to meet Jensen’s parents and face the ‘firing squad’.

Jared jumped, lost in his own thoughts.  He hadn’t heard anyone enter the kitchen and laughed when he saw the expression on Chad’s face.  “Just …”

Chad joined him.  He smacked him in the back of the head when he realized what Jared was staring at.  “Are you still fucked up about meeting his parents?”

“Clearly,” Jared pointed at the calendar.  It’s next week.”

“And they’re going to fucking love you.  You’re the poster boy for dudes that girls want to bring home to meet the parents.”

“You know I’m not an actual girl, don’t you Chad?”  Jensen’s voice brought startled both of them.  He approached Jared, kissing him lightly on the mouth.

“I have no conclusive evidence on that,” Chad argued.  He headed to the fridge, took out a beer and a plate of cold pizza and headed back towards the living room where he had been before interrupting Jared’s thoughts.

“And you never will asshat,” Jared shouted.  He grimaced at Chad’s next words.

“Oh Jenny?  By the way, Jared’s a pussy and is afraid to meet mom and dad.  Thinks they’ll hate him and thinks you’ll think he’s a little bitch if you find out.”

“I hate YOU!”  Jared yelled in embarrassment.

“You love me.”

“You’re a douche nozzle.”

“You’d love to nozzle my douche,” was all Chad said before making himself comfortable and turning the television back up to deafening levels.

Jared and Jensen shared a disgusted expression at the visual image Chad’s words prompted.  A few minutes passed before Jensen’s expression changed to that of concern on his face.  “Are you really worried they won’t like you?”

Jared widened his eyes and gave Jensen a look that clearly said “duh!”

“You’re being retarded,” Jensen assured him.  “Mama already loves you.  In fact, she told me that if you don’t come, I don’t have to bother coming home.”  Jared appreciated Jensen trying to make him feel better, but he wasn’t so sure.  It must have shown on his face because Jensen rolled his eyes and sighed.  “Fine.”

Jared yelped when he saw Jensen pull his phone out.  “Dude…what are you doing?”

“Did you just DUDE me?”  Jensen laughed.  He brought the phone to his ear and waited for someone to answer, pushing Jared’s face away as he tried to get close.

“But seriously, what are you doing?”

“What do you think I’m doing?”  Jensen then tried to distract him by kissing his mouth softly but Jared was too panicked.

“I think you’re calling your mom!”  The shrill tone of his voice brought Chad in to the kitchen.

“Did Jay just turn into a 12 year old boy?”  He asked with a snicker, clearly only joining them to mock him.

“He’s always been a twelve year old boy.  Oh hi Mama, how are you?”

Jared’s squeak echoed in the room around them.  He covered his face with his hands.

“So I need you to speak to Jared.”

“JEN,” Jared whispered through his fingers.  “What the hell?”

Jensen only smiled as he handed Jared his iPhone.  “Please talk to my mama.”

“You are SO being cut off,” Jared threatened, his voice barely above a whisper.  When he pulled the phone to his ear he tried to paste on a smile and not sound as terrified as he felt.

“H-hello?”

“Jared dear, how are you?”

“Oh… I’m okay Mrs. Ackles, how are you?”

“It’s Donna honey.  Or Mama Ackles or Mama A.  I’m well, very excited to meet you.  Jensen tells me that you’ve agreed to come up for his birthday party.”

“Yes, I’m looking forward to it.  Thank you for the invitation, it’s very generous for you to let me stay for the weekend with you.”

Jared ignored Chad’s eye rolling and Jensen’s teasing.

“Oh honey, you’re practically family.  You are welcome to come and visit any time.  I asked Jensen to find out your favourite dishes and desserts.  He whined and said it was his birthday not yours, but you’re our guest.  So what would you like while you’re visiting?”

“Oh Mrs. Ack… Don...Mama A, you don’t have to do that.  Jensen’s right, it’s his birthday so whatever he wants is more than great for me.  You don’t have to go to trouble for me.”

“Such a sweet boy, I can see why Jensen loves you so much.  But you think about it and call me with whatever you’d like for us to make.  Do you like peach cobbler?”

“I love Peach Cobbler ma’am,” Jared saw Jensen shaking his head, but it was too late.

“I told her you hate it, god...tell her you hate it…”  Jensen pleaded.  He slapped his hand on his forehead when Jared shook his head like he was crazy.

“What are you talking about Jen, I love peach cobbler.”  Jensen’s mom’s laughter caught Jared’s attention.

“He probably told me you hate it because he hates it and would rather cherry cobbler or coconut cream pie.”

“I’ll pretty much eat whatever you put in front of me Mama A.  Let me know if you’d like me to bring anything.”

“Oh just bring you honey.  I can’t wait to meet you, Jensen has been talking about you so much that we feel like we already know you.  And Jared, feel free to call anytime.  If there is anything you need, do you have a pen and paper handy?”

Jared grabbed a pen and scrap piece of paper from a drawer.  “I do, go ahead.”

“What is she doing?”  Jensen asked, crowding over Jared’s shoulder.  When he saw the familiar numbers he groaned.  “Oh god, she’s going to ask you for yours next.  Whatever you do, don’t…”

Jared grinned as he listed off his own phone number.  “Yes ma’am, you can call anytime.  If there’s anything you need just let me know.”

“You are screwed now Jenny,” Chad cackled.

“I am a little nervous,” Jared admitted.  He watched Jensen’s head snap up and their eyes met.  The blush covered Jared’s cheeks and he averted his eyes.  “I know, it’s just a big step.  I do, I love him more than anything” Jared couldn’t help the grin that resulted when a shy smile covered Jensen’s face.  “Thank you Mama A, I will talk to you soon.  Have a great night and say hi to Mr Ackles for me. “

The second Jared ended the call Jensen was on him, kissing him long and hard.  His hand was fumbling at Jared’s jeans, as though trying to undo the belt and open them.

“Jen...” he mumbled, pulling away with a gasp.  “What?”

“You deserve the best fucking blowjob in the world for that,” Jensen answered as he moved to drop to his knees.  Jared stopped him before he could get too far.

“Uh, not in here.”  It was one of the hardest things in the world to do but he knew it was for the best.

“Why?”

“Because just anyone can walk in here and watch you, you slut.”

Jensen looked up with a startled gasp and Jared burst into laughter.  Chad was standing at the entrance to the kitchen with Genevieve, Danneel and Sophia watching with interest.

“But don’t let that stop you,” Sophia said with a grin.  “In fact…”

Danneel held up her phone.  “Got it, video taping as we speak.”

“Fuck,” Jensen growled.  He gathered his composure and pulled Jared through their friends and up the stairs.  When they were alone he shoved Jared onto the bed and pulled his boyfriend’s jeans off, tossing them over his shoulder.

“Now, where was I?  You are the most amazing fucking person I’ve ever met,” Jensen said with determination.  “I love you so damn much.”

“And that relates to a blow job?”  Jared asked with a laugh.  It turned to a moan when Jensen swallowed him down to the root.

Jensen pulled off with a popping sound and gave a pornographic lick of his lips.  “That relates to the best fucking blow job you’ve ever gotten.”  He raised two fingers and wiggled them.  “Suck.”

When they were dripping with saliva, Jensen withdrew them from Jared’s mouth and growled “spread.”  Jensen followed his orders, spreading his legs as wide as he could while resting his heels on the edge of the bed.  They both let out mirroring groans as Jensen once again took Jared’s cock deep into his throat and slid his fingers into Jared’s puckered hole.

It took an almost embarrassingly short amount of time for Jared to come, pumping his hips and feeling his cock spurt in short, explosive bursts of pleasure.  Jensen was caught off guard when Jared leaned up, resting on a shaky arm to pull Jensen off of his cock and up to his mouth.

Their kiss was hungry, so very hot and desperate.  Jared was gasping as he pulled away, “Please Jen, fuck me.”  When Jensen reached for a condom Jared stopped him.  “No, just you.”

Together, they undid Jensen’s pants, letting them slide down his thighs to pool at his knees.

“Let me...”

“No, now.  Right fucking now,” Jared demanded.  He raised his legs and rest them on Jensen’s shoulders, opening himself up in invitation.  Jensen nodded as he placed the head of his cock at Jared’s opening.

“I told you,” he said with a fond smile.  “They’re going to love you.”  He pushed inside until their bodies were flush against each other.  Jensen pinned Jared down by his wrists while nuzzling his cheek affectionately with his nose while he slowly pushed in and out of his body.

“Just like mine will love you,” Jared said with a smirk.  He gave a sharp laugh at the startled look on Jensen’s face that resulted.

“I don’t want to talk about that right now,” Jensen replied.

“We shouldn’t be talking about anything,” Jared said with a thrust up of his hips.  “Not if I’m doing this right.”

Jensen pressed their mouths together in an awkward kiss, pushing Jared deeper into the mattress.  Moments passed before they started to move together rapidly, bodies working in tandem and breathing synchronised.  It was like nothing they’d ever felt before, the first time being together completely bare, with nothing between them.  Jared felt every inch of Jensen’s cock press against his anal walls, punching his prostate with practiced ease.  It was hot, snug, beautiful…and so many more words that neither could vocalize.  They were so caught up in the sensations that before they knew it, both men were ready to come.

“Need…want…oh fuck Jen,” Jared growled, arching his back and baring his neck in invitation.   Jensen took that opportunity to bite roughly at Jared’s skin, marking him with his teeth.

“Do it...come.  Come for me…”

Jared came with a shout, one hand pumping steadily on his erection, the other gripping Jensen’s hair in a tight fist.

The pain from Jared tugging Jensen’s hair, the vise like hold around his cock and the visual image of Jared coming mere inches from him caused for Jensen’s orgasm to wash over him.  The two men held on to one another, letting their sweat soaked bodies press together which only amplified their heightened emotions and the physical release between them.

“Get on the bed,” Jared ordered Jensen affectionately.

“We need to take a shower.”  With a groan and aching muscles, Jensen stood up.  He stepped out of his jeans and kicked them to the side.  Placing a kiss to the centre of Jared’s chest he began to stretch out his back which had cramped in the uncomfortable position of being bent over Jared on the bed.

“Now?”

“You want to get in that bed tonight?”  Jensen pulled out two pairs of jogging pants, socks and t shirts from the dresser.

“First off, it’s my bed,” Jared argued.

“Okay fine, you want ME to get in that bed tonight?”  Jensen shot back with a raised eyebrow.

“For just getting laid you sure are being a picky bitch.”  Jared stretched out, pleased at the appreciative and lusty glare that Jensen was giving him.

“Call me a picky bitch again and see how long it is before you get laid again.”

Jensen watched Jared reach over to his pants and pull out his iPhone.  The other man held it up and waved it teasingly.  “Don’t make me call your mamma,” Jared threatened.  “I was given strict instruction to use it whenever I needed to.”

Jensen groaned and covered his face with his hands.  “I knew it was a bad idea having you talk to her.  Now you’re both going to gang up on me.”  He jumped when he felt Jared’s arms wrap around him.

“Oh Jenny Bean, don’t be like that.  You know we both love you,” Jared pulled Jensen in for a lengthy kiss, swallowing any protest at the use of his nickname that Jensen could have given.

“Wait till I meet Mama Padalecki,” Jensen warned.  “Then we’ll be even.”

Their eyes met as they stood in the middle of Jared’s room, holding each other tightly.  “God, you know they can never meet, right?”  Jared said in a soft whisper.  “We won’t stand half a chance against them.”

“Oh god, and our sisters?  Can you imagine?”  Jensen said with a shudder.  He rested his forehead against Jared’s.  “Promise you won’t leave me when you realize how crazy my family are?”

Jared gave a solemn nod.  “As long as you promise the same.”

They sealed their deal with a kiss.  “We’re going to have to stay together forever,” Jensen vowed.  His heart melted at the look of absolute love on Jared’s face.

“I’m game if you are.”  Jared kissed Jensen, holding him tight.  “I love you Jen.”

“Me too.  I love you Jay.”

FINIS

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