"She decides to make a list of the things that make her happy..."
"... She writes 'plum-blossom' at the top of a piece of paper.
Then she stares at the paper,
unable to think of anything else.
Eventually it begins to get dark."
Yeah, so I don't know if it's PMS or what, but I'm just really, amazingly pissed off right now. >:/ Perhaps it's the fact that I stayed up until 3 am studying last night, got up at 9 am this morning to study more and I most likely still failed my test today. Or perhaps it's the fact that an hour and 15 that could have been used toward studying was wasted watching "Indiana Jones" in my archaeology class... and it's too bad that I had to fucking go in order to get credit on an assignment we're supposed to be doing for said retarded movie (and I have to go again on Thursday to finish up the movie, or I get points off). L-A-M-E. Or could it possibly be that there's something I reeeeeeeally want to do, but probably won't be able to do because of other people-- I think some of my stress might be from that... Or it could be that I've felt like shit for the past three or four days, with a pretty much constant headache. Or maybe that I called in to work Monday because I feel like shit and I lost an average of about $71 (before taxes) of my paycheck because of it... my own fault, though, I 'spose.
Oh well... I guess I should just look forward to winter break, since that's the only bright spot anywhere in my near future. 'Cept for my haircut on Saturday. I guess that's a good thing, unless it turns out really ugly. :///
I'm gonna read the book Greg let me borrow and drown the rest of my sorrows in this here beer, if such a thing can be done. Night.
Then she stares at the paper,
unable to think of anything else.
Eventually it begins to get dark."
Yeah, so I don't know if it's PMS or what, but I'm just really, amazingly pissed off right now. >:/ Perhaps it's the fact that I stayed up until 3 am studying last night, got up at 9 am this morning to study more and I most likely still failed my test today. Or perhaps it's the fact that an hour and 15 that could have been used toward studying was wasted watching "Indiana Jones" in my archaeology class... and it's too bad that I had to fucking go in order to get credit on an assignment we're supposed to be doing for said retarded movie (and I have to go again on Thursday to finish up the movie, or I get points off). L-A-M-E. Or could it possibly be that there's something I reeeeeeeally want to do, but probably won't be able to do because of other people-- I think some of my stress might be from that... Or it could be that I've felt like shit for the past three or four days, with a pretty much constant headache. Or maybe that I called in to work Monday because I feel like shit and I lost an average of about $71 (before taxes) of my paycheck because of it... my own fault, though, I 'spose.
Oh well... I guess I should just look forward to winter break, since that's the only bright spot anywhere in my near future. 'Cept for my haircut on Saturday. I guess that's a good thing, unless it turns out really ugly. :///
I'm gonna read the book Greg let me borrow and drown the rest of my sorrows in this here beer, if such a thing can be done. Night.