My new normal
It has been over a month since we lost you. Sometimes I forget that your gone. Really gone. I keep looking for your text, you icon on my LJ, anything, knowing full well that it will never come.
The day after your funeral Deb and I went to IHOP and in memory got your fav pancakes. Pumpkin and they were horrid. I have no idea why or how you liked them but it was fate that we go because our server was named Robin. Deb and I laughed, saying "I know girl, you just left. You don't have to remind us of you as your still in my thoughts." Funny, but an hour later, when Deb and I went shopping, a woman turned and looking at me yelled, "Robin, come over here and look at this." Deb and I once again laughed and walked on. I had asked Robin to give me a month at least till she needed to remind me of her again.
So it has been a month, and I still think of you daily.
I've talked to Tom and when we talk about her it is like she will be coming back soon.
I still miss you girl.
The day after your funeral Deb and I went to IHOP and in memory got your fav pancakes. Pumpkin and they were horrid. I have no idea why or how you liked them but it was fate that we go because our server was named Robin. Deb and I laughed, saying "I know girl, you just left. You don't have to remind us of you as your still in my thoughts." Funny, but an hour later, when Deb and I went shopping, a woman turned and looking at me yelled, "Robin, come over here and look at this." Deb and I once again laughed and walked on. I had asked Robin to give me a month at least till she needed to remind me of her again.
So it has been a month, and I still think of you daily.
I've talked to Tom and when we talk about her it is like she will be coming back soon.
I still miss you girl.