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i loved today. i spent the afternoon wtih jessie and karen. and i laughed harder than i have in a while. it seems like the stress all went away for the first few weeks of summer, but its comming back. i think its cause its hte off week from the pill mostly that i'm freakin out. theres nothing to control my hormones anymore. i wish i could talk to my mom about that, i tried, and it failed. last time i was at hte doctors, they wanted to help me even more, but theres no way that would happen. i'm scared shitless that i won't get my period tomorrow. but i'm sure i will. i don't know. i just wish i was back with the girls laughing, and not thinking about boys, work, grandma, mom, my boy, school, life.
lol i'm pretty sure i love pms. lets me know i'm still functioning okay. ha i love how it takes me to get ridiculously stressed out, to know i'm okay. oh my life.
heh quote that will describe this summer, you will hear me say it many times over. ohhh, my life.
ps. i am super excited for sunday. why? MASSAGE!
lol i'm pretty sure i love pms. lets me know i'm still functioning okay. ha i love how it takes me to get ridiculously stressed out, to know i'm okay. oh my life.
heh quote that will describe this summer, you will hear me say it many times over. ohhh, my life.
ps. i am super excited for sunday. why? MASSAGE!