its been a while...
I can't believe how long it's been since i last updated in this...ah well.
Well, much has changed in my life though most of it i shall keep out since i like to keep some privacy to myself ;>). And right now my private life is too confusing to tell of and i think you'd get pretty lost. anyways...I'm now starting to find that secrets are such a pain to keep, but it is not fair if i tell, so there! i'm not going to tell :>P.
Sunday the seniors are to be graduated which makes me very sad :(. Though i know that it is time for them to leave ipswich and i will miss and love them all so very much and i hope to keep in contact with at least some of them during summer and when they are in college.
Dance season is over! NOOOOO!!! But it will be starting up again in about 3 months muahahahahaha...and i shall be taking point, jazz, and tap, woot! And i can't wait to see all my dance girlies again, i love you guys! Man that was the best show ever, so many memorable moments... ;>).
Lately i've been feeling very artistic and have returned to my fashion designing/reg. drawing and stuff. Aaah it's so relaxing to just curl up on a bed and draw or write poetry. I think my poetry is progressing little by little, though every now and then it becomes too...lets say too perky for me, or well i think "love struck" and "happy" are better words to describe it. I must say my darker side stands out more in my poetry but i can't help it, i like writing dark poetry. Though i don't want to become depressed from it cause i actually like being happy. So yeah, happy=good in my book. hehe.
Ugh i can't believe i'm going to be juggling two jobs again this summer, vinwoods and the beach, along with driving hours and SAT classes. AAAAAH! kidding, i'll survive, somehow... haha. Thank god for California/Arizona trip in summer! yay!Well i'm definitely going to be really busy but being busy will help keep my mind off things that are really confusing and bothering me especially right now...my mind is going to explode! But money is a very good thing for me cause i spend it like that . haha no i'll control my money spending :>P.
eek! I signed up for bel canto/chamber auditions yesterday! i hope i make one of them but then again it doesn't really matter to me all that much because i'm going to be so busy with dance and drama next year and i don't want my schedule to explode like it almost did this year.haha. Although i still think it would be really cool to get into one of them.
Whoever hasn't listened to the Ragtime soundtrack has to right now! I recommend it since we're going to be doing it next year. the music is AMAZING. it totally blew me away. i still have no idea how we're to do the choreography for it though, THAT will be a challenge for sure. but i'm confident that we'll be able to pull it off.
hmmm...getting sleepy... ok ok i'm up! must. not. fall. asleep! urgh, stupid test tomorrow in world cultures, it's going to take me at least all period and probably continue into friday because i'm actually going to take my time and not get fidgety and rush through. well i'm off to continue studying for that test of evilness. teehee. i'll try to keep on top of my updates. till next time...
"as the sunset grows deep, all we can really hope for are the awakenings of tomorrow..."
g'night.
Well, much has changed in my life though most of it i shall keep out since i like to keep some privacy to myself ;>). And right now my private life is too confusing to tell of and i think you'd get pretty lost. anyways...I'm now starting to find that secrets are such a pain to keep, but it is not fair if i tell, so there! i'm not going to tell :>P.
Sunday the seniors are to be graduated which makes me very sad :(. Though i know that it is time for them to leave ipswich and i will miss and love them all so very much and i hope to keep in contact with at least some of them during summer and when they are in college.
Dance season is over! NOOOOO!!! But it will be starting up again in about 3 months muahahahahaha...and i shall be taking point, jazz, and tap, woot! And i can't wait to see all my dance girlies again, i love you guys! Man that was the best show ever, so many memorable moments... ;>).
Lately i've been feeling very artistic and have returned to my fashion designing/reg. drawing and stuff. Aaah it's so relaxing to just curl up on a bed and draw or write poetry. I think my poetry is progressing little by little, though every now and then it becomes too...lets say too perky for me, or well i think "love struck" and "happy" are better words to describe it. I must say my darker side stands out more in my poetry but i can't help it, i like writing dark poetry. Though i don't want to become depressed from it cause i actually like being happy. So yeah, happy=good in my book. hehe.
Ugh i can't believe i'm going to be juggling two jobs again this summer, vinwoods and the beach, along with driving hours and SAT classes. AAAAAH! kidding, i'll survive, somehow... haha. Thank god for California/Arizona trip in summer! yay!Well i'm definitely going to be really busy but being busy will help keep my mind off things that are really confusing and bothering me especially right now...my mind is going to explode! But money is a very good thing for me cause i spend it like that . haha no i'll control my money spending :>P.
eek! I signed up for bel canto/chamber auditions yesterday! i hope i make one of them but then again it doesn't really matter to me all that much because i'm going to be so busy with dance and drama next year and i don't want my schedule to explode like it almost did this year.haha. Although i still think it would be really cool to get into one of them.
Whoever hasn't listened to the Ragtime soundtrack has to right now! I recommend it since we're going to be doing it next year. the music is AMAZING. it totally blew me away. i still have no idea how we're to do the choreography for it though, THAT will be a challenge for sure. but i'm confident that we'll be able to pull it off.
hmmm...getting sleepy... ok ok i'm up! must. not. fall. asleep! urgh, stupid test tomorrow in world cultures, it's going to take me at least all period and probably continue into friday because i'm actually going to take my time and not get fidgety and rush through. well i'm off to continue studying for that test of evilness. teehee. i'll try to keep on top of my updates. till next time...
"as the sunset grows deep, all we can really hope for are the awakenings of tomorrow..."
g'night.