first real entry
Ok.. so here's go nothing.
I have been wanting to write on this forever, but never had a way too... when I sat down at my desktop, I worked or shopped. Now, my work laptop has this cool wireless card, and (imagine this) someone in my building has wireless networking! How cool am I! ha ha (dorky actually).
Things have been crazy this week again. I feel a lot of talk about morality and the fact that I am so young I should not be killing myself with booze, cigarettes, etc... but if I am going to go out... I am going out with a bang! Self destructive, maybe a little. Therapeutic.. definitely!
Wow, writing on this is really easy actually. I have a good guy for once... not interested though. Because he is not a challenge. I see what I am doing, just don't want to change it right now. I am not going to stop talking to him or anything, but right now... knowing I can't fall for him. It's pretty comfortable being the one in control for once...
Ok.. off to drink!
hugs and kisses to all
I have been wanting to write on this forever, but never had a way too... when I sat down at my desktop, I worked or shopped. Now, my work laptop has this cool wireless card, and (imagine this) someone in my building has wireless networking! How cool am I! ha ha (dorky actually).
Things have been crazy this week again. I feel a lot of talk about morality and the fact that I am so young I should not be killing myself with booze, cigarettes, etc... but if I am going to go out... I am going out with a bang! Self destructive, maybe a little. Therapeutic.. definitely!
Wow, writing on this is really easy actually. I have a good guy for once... not interested though. Because he is not a challenge. I see what I am doing, just don't want to change it right now. I am not going to stop talking to him or anything, but right now... knowing I can't fall for him. It's pretty comfortable being the one in control for once...
Ok.. off to drink!
hugs and kisses to all