Colorado Springs Airport
Those feelings in the pit of your stomach blow....
Anxiety maybe? I am sitting in the airport and waiting to get on a flight to Minneapolis and then on to Detroit for a business trip. Maybe it's the day after 9-11 so that's why I am feeling uneasy. Maybe it's the fact I am traveling with someone I am not too fond of, and knowing I have to put up with her for the next 4 days. Tay didn't say goodbye to me... I feel like I am forgetting something, and then there is my fear of relationships failing when one or the other takes a trip.
It may sound funny, but many of my past relationships have failed right around the time of a trip. My last was his high school reunion. Before that the guy took a trip to CA, I took a trip to Mexico, came back and we weren't together anymore. The relationship before that we went to Chicago together and broke up shortly after we got back. The one before that we went on a cruise and I had made up my mind as we were stepping on the plane to break up with him when we got home. (we didn't make it home, it happened in the hotel the night before we left Florida). Although, this guy has taken two trips and we lasted through that... maybe he is different!!!
ok, feeling is not going away. Must be something else... hmmmmm...
Anxiety maybe? I am sitting in the airport and waiting to get on a flight to Minneapolis and then on to Detroit for a business trip. Maybe it's the day after 9-11 so that's why I am feeling uneasy. Maybe it's the fact I am traveling with someone I am not too fond of, and knowing I have to put up with her for the next 4 days. Tay didn't say goodbye to me... I feel like I am forgetting something, and then there is my fear of relationships failing when one or the other takes a trip.
It may sound funny, but many of my past relationships have failed right around the time of a trip. My last was his high school reunion. Before that the guy took a trip to CA, I took a trip to Mexico, came back and we weren't together anymore. The relationship before that we went to Chicago together and broke up shortly after we got back. The one before that we went on a cruise and I had made up my mind as we were stepping on the plane to break up with him when we got home. (we didn't make it home, it happened in the hotel the night before we left Florida). Although, this guy has taken two trips and we lasted through that... maybe he is different!!!
ok, feeling is not going away. Must be something else... hmmmmm...