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i have a strange desire to yell and scream and scream and just scream and scream and scream and scream and SCREAM AND SCREAM AND SCREAM!!! and then i'm going to grab soemthing and smack the fuck out of soemthing or soemone or something and i'm going to scream and scream and scream and SCREAM AND SCREAM AND SCREAM and then i'm ging to try to look through my blurred vision and see what i was beating to a pulp and then i'm going to scream and shudder and scream and then cry and then scream and then i'm going to collapse into a huddle and then i'm going to scream and pound the gorund and pound the ground and pound the ground harder and then scream and cry and scream and wail and scream even LOUDER DAMMIT and then i'm going to yell and scream and shake and scream some more and i'm going to shake and be blinded by the tears and freezing from the night and then i'm going to go out onto the roof and then sit and then curl up and then fall asleep till i awake becasue i am going to catch hypothermia then i will venture inside to find a blanket and then go back outside and sleep on teh roof under the stars and watch the moon and cry silently and watch the moon and let the tears stream down my face and just watch the moon and watch the moon and cry and watch the moon and cry. and then i will sleep.