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[goddess1185]

i have one of those amazing listless feelings that always come before the shaking and the voices and the crying and the shaking and the cold flashes and the counting and the counting and the watchers and the voices and the shaking and the counting and the cutting and the crying and the shaking and the screaming and the shaking and the crying and the hell that is my own home made torture.

god let death settle in before the insanity does