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[goddamnitall]

my mother died this morning at around 8:30 am. i wasn't there to say goodbye, so i feel like kicking the shit out of myself for that. right now i'm going through a stage of sorrow and regret. but i'm always reminding myself of the brighter side.

i really do think puddy showed up at a good time. she's been cheering all of us up throughout the afternoon on and off.