Aug 21, 2008 10:57
I keep having a re-occuring dream. It's nothing too exciting to anyone else. But when I wake up my heart is pounding and I feel cold; like all the happiness in the world has suddenly be lost.
Imagine you see that perfect being specifically made for you in your dreams, but they always fade away when you begin to wake up. It's like watching a flower die and then frost over after you've done everything you could to keep it alive.
Maybe she's out there somewhere.
I want to be in oregon and I dont think i'll be able to sit still until next august when I finally get to leave and go to the places I really want to be. I've been looking at pictures and I'm certain that my heart and soul is somewhere in Oregon. it's my divine right to go find those which belong to me.