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everytime i see her, a sickening amount of angst rises up from the pit of my stomach and i want to punch holes in the wall until it looks like swiss cheese, then fill the holes with the contents of my gut. It just fucking sucks to see something so beautiful and to know that no matter what you do, you will never have it. It makes me feels so unattractive and unlovable. no matter how much my friends tell me i'm way cooler and she doesn't deserve me, i know it's a sham.
can't i just stop being 13 years old?
p.s. detox, if you're reading this post, it's not who you think it's about.
can't i just stop being 13 years old?
p.s. detox, if you're reading this post, it's not who you think it's about.