i'm holding on
pardon my sentence fragments, but i'm at a loss for words.
today i received 5 letters. FIVE. he's doing so, so well. i'm so proud of him. the letters explained, in detail, everything he's done this week. a day-to-day synopsis. it was wonderful.
for the first time in 34 days, i felt close to him. i could imagine what everything looked like, smelled like, felt like. this has been such a hard 34 days, but i keep holding onto that feeling i had dancing with him in my kitchen, and waking up to him in texas. the feeling that he, not only, had my heart, but i had his as well.
it was a mutual swap. a mutual, unintended swap. it makes no sense but it makes perfect sense.
and it's been the most amazing feeling.
twenty-seven days until i see him again. the longest twenty-seven days of my twenty years. i'll be in chicago with dry skin, chapped lips, boots with two pairs of socks, and the most amazing man standing at my side.
today i received 5 letters. FIVE. he's doing so, so well. i'm so proud of him. the letters explained, in detail, everything he's done this week. a day-to-day synopsis. it was wonderful.
for the first time in 34 days, i felt close to him. i could imagine what everything looked like, smelled like, felt like. this has been such a hard 34 days, but i keep holding onto that feeling i had dancing with him in my kitchen, and waking up to him in texas. the feeling that he, not only, had my heart, but i had his as well.
it was a mutual swap. a mutual, unintended swap. it makes no sense but it makes perfect sense.
and it's been the most amazing feeling.
twenty-seven days until i see him again. the longest twenty-seven days of my twenty years. i'll be in chicago with dry skin, chapped lips, boots with two pairs of socks, and the most amazing man standing at my side.