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I don't even know what to write.
I haven't updated in over 3 years, but I just wanted someone to write my thoughts where someone may or may not be watching.
I'm a fucking mess.
I'm in love with one of my best friends who says he's in love with me as well but he has a girlfriend and a job that takes him out of town for three weeks at a time. WTF.
I have a job where I know I could be amazing and make a difference with the company but they are too scared to let me do that so I'm stuck at a low rung, meaningless pseudo-job. It's ridiculous.
I'm pretty sure I'm becoming an alcoholic. Other people don't drink this much, do they?
Even after complaining about all these things, what the fuck right to I have to complain about this shit? Boo-fucking-hoo, someone loves me and wants to be with me and understands me. Boo-fucking-hoo, I have a job and it pays decently during this economy. Boo-hoo, liquor, it's not like it's crack. Just fucking stop.
I haven't updated in over 3 years, but I just wanted someone to write my thoughts where someone may or may not be watching.
I'm a fucking mess.
I'm in love with one of my best friends who says he's in love with me as well but he has a girlfriend and a job that takes him out of town for three weeks at a time. WTF.
I have a job where I know I could be amazing and make a difference with the company but they are too scared to let me do that so I'm stuck at a low rung, meaningless pseudo-job. It's ridiculous.
I'm pretty sure I'm becoming an alcoholic. Other people don't drink this much, do they?
Even after complaining about all these things, what the fuck right to I have to complain about this shit? Boo-fucking-hoo, someone loves me and wants to be with me and understands me. Boo-fucking-hoo, I have a job and it pays decently during this economy. Boo-hoo, liquor, it's not like it's crack. Just fucking stop.