I DUNNO...
ok well we move on saturday...early saturday...i finally started packing my things today and it hit me like a ton of bricks...i was never really sad on the last day of school or after graduation...i just kidna figured i'd see the people that were important in my life and everybody that wasnt important would go their separate ways...but i didnt really get to see all the people that were important to me...i didnt really get to say bye to everybody i wanted to...i didnt really get to tell everybody how i felt about them and how much i appreciated and enjoyed being friends with them...i knew that i was only gonna stay friends with a group of people after high school, but a few of the people i thought i'd be friends with, i havent really talked to in a long time...and it kinda sucks....and as i was cleaning out my car today trying to decide what i needed to take up to uw, i opened my trunk to see if i left anything in there, and the very distinct smell of tennis balls hit me...and it reminded me of all the good times ive had the past two springs playing tennis with whoever, and of all the good memories i had throughout high school in general...and its really a bittersweet feeling...having to leave a lot of my friends and family and everything thats familiar to me here...i mean, dont get me wrong, im excited and ready to go up to uw, but i just didnt think i'd really feel sad leaving...but i guess i do...and now that ill be in seattle, it means angela is another hour away...which makes it that much harder to see her...but she'll be up this weekend...and in three weeks they have fall break, so she's probably gonna spend another 4 or 5 days with me...which will be wonderful...i love u boo...so i dont really know what the point of this post was...i just wrote a letter to somebody and i guess i still felt like writing...but whatev, its late and im goin to bed