I MISS HER...
angela left for the university of portland today....i knew it'd be hard, but not this hard...i mean, its only 2 hours from tacoma and 3 from seattle, but thats still a lot further than the 30 mins we've dealt with for the last 2+ years...i miss her so much already and its only been 6 hours since i gave her a kiss and said goodbye...i shoulda gone out and done somethin tonight, but i really didnt feel up to it...it woulda helped take my mind off of her, but i couldnt get up the energy to actually go do somethin...i dunno, its gonna be hard for the next few weeks, but hopefully as moving day at the uw approaches ill get more and more excited about moving up there and wont have her on my mind as much...she means so much to me and its hard to think that i wont see her for at least two weeks...and once school starts its gonna be a month sometimes between visits...but i have so much confidence in us that i know we will make it through this...its just gonna be hard to do and take a lot of effort from both of us...man this sucks