Maturity! Oooh, Ahh.

[godatemysanity]

I was thinking today about how I've heard girls twice my age or so say, "Oh, Melanie, boys NEVER mature." But then today Emily told me about this guy she knows, David. He's all chivalrous - and that's cool because I really thought chivalry was dead. I always try to be all "polite" all the time. But really, all it does is kick me in the butt and tell me I've been stupid. It's like I can't get ANY satisfaction unless someone else is satisfied. Even if I'm backstabbed in the process.

Sometimes I think it would be better if I were just really selfish. Really, really selfish. The world wouldn't scar me so much.