Title: A Simple Touch of You - Part 3: The Burn (3/3)
Title: A Simple Touch of You - Part 3: The Burn (3/3)
Pairing: J2 (Jared/Jensen).
Author: godamnarmsrace
Rating: It will be NC-17 eventually, because all roads lead to porn in my brain.
Word Count: 9,125 Words
Beta: asrai99
Summary: Harley bites off more than he can chew, Jared climbs to the top and Chad manages to ruin a moment between the boys.
Disclaimer: This never happen…at least I don’t think it did…did it? I don’t own anything...sadly.
A/N: Inspired by a manip that nyaubaby made me when my pornfu got broken and the banner credit is hers also.
Jensen had never bottomed for anyone ever. He knew what people thought about him, he’d been mistaken for a bottom before but it was the one thing he’d never caved on. He’d never wanted to go there...until now.
The idea of having Jared surrounding him, inside him, taking Jensen the way no one else ever had made Jensen so hard it hurt to breathe. And Jared lay beside him asleep, with no idea of Jensen’s thoughts and desires.
Jensen wanted to explore everything with Jared. Fuck, the idea of Jared being the only one ever to fuck him turned Jensen on more than he thought it should. And skin against skin too, which was another thing Jensen never thought he’d agree to. But he trusted Jared and he wanted it bare with no barriers between them, wanted to feel Jared coming inside him.
Jensen was a little out of his mind with it all, this thing between them, so new and so all consuming.
Jensen’s thoughts spun around his head, making him dizzy. He knew people were always talking about how pretty he was but he knew it was all bull shit, dammit he had freckles, after all. But Jared he was something else, pretty wasn’t even the word, the way he was all golden tan and smooth skin over hard rippling muscle.
And his jaw...Fuck! Jensen wanted to bite and suck his way along its harsh but graceful lines, bruising and marking Jared up. Letting everyone know that Jared belonged to him and Jensen would wear his marks with pride too because in truth they belonged to each other.
Jensen felt so strongly about Jared but it was more than just any outer beauty, Jensen was floored by how beautiful Jared was on the inside, so pure and true. He loved animals and children and the elderly, he was all innocence and delight most of the time.
Jared was like a candy devouring puppy. Jensen’s puppy. That thought made him smile for a second.
There were depths and shades to Jared that Jensen didn’t know...yet. But he would.
Jensen would never have guessed the truth about Jared and Sandy but then, he’d been blinded by his own feelings and insecurities. The fact that Jared had lied so competently to everyone should give Jensen pause but it really didn’t; rather it filled him with a determination never to put Jared in a position like that again where he felt he had no other choice but to lie. At least with Jensen, he wanted Jared to be able to always tell him the truth about anything and everything, no matter what.
Jared made a snuffling noise and threw himself onto his back, disturbing Jensen’s train of thought and drawing Jensen’s complete attention to him while giving Jensen the option to climb on top of him. The urge was there but he held himself in check, well as much as he could anyway. He may have stopped himself from crawling all over Jared’s sleeping form but he couldn’t stop himself from licking a line across Jared’s chest and suckling one of his hard brown nipples.
Fuck!
So sweet!
Jared let out a small moan, making Jensen smile.
“What are you doing?” Jared mumbled, rubbing a hand over his face.
Ignoring Jared’s question, Jensen watched as Jared let out a loud yawn, and Jensen put his mouth back on Jared’s nipple.
“Fuck!” Jared hissed out, suddenly more awake.
Lifting his head, Jensen looked at the clock behind Jared and smirked and said, “Good afternoon.”
“Yeah, for me,” Jared replied with a grin.
Jensen laughed, feeling so much lighter as if all of his burden’s had shifted and now he was free, free to be with Jared, free to be himself, at least here in the bed they shared.
“I can make it a good afternoon for you too,” Jared offered, dragging his hand down Jensen’s flank, making him shift a little and bite his lip in pleasure.
“Jared,” he hissed.
“Mmm?” Jared asked as he rolled over and pushed Jensen so that he was lying flat on his back with Jared looming over him. With a wink, Jared dipped his head down and bit one of Jensen’s nipples before caressing and soothing it with his tongue, dragging a strangled moan from Jensen.
“Oh, God! The sounds you make, fuck Jensen. I need you inside me so bad!” Jared uttered, licking a line down Jensen’s stomach and dipping it into his navel.
Damn.
Just...damn.
Jensen wanted it too, wanted to be inside Jared in a way it almost hurt to deny but he wanted to give Jared this, give Jared himself completely.
“No,” he moaned, grabbing Jared’s face in his hands and tilting it until Jared’s eyes met his. “No,” he repeated with more authority this time.
“No?”Jared questioned. “Really?”
Jared looked so confused that Jensen almost smiled but instead he said, “Yes, really. I want you to fuck me.”
“You want me ride you again? I liked that too,” Jared said with a quick grin and a wink.
Jensen had to swallow back a moan; fuck...he’d liked Jared riding him also. Shaking his head Jensen finally whispered, “I want you to fuck me. I want to feel you inside me.”
“Wha...?” Jared’s mouth was moving but there were no real sounds coming out, just choking noises.
“Are you okay?” Jensen asked, a little concerned by Jared’s reaction.
It was Jared’s turn to shake his head. “You want me to what?” his voice breaking with the question.
“Shall I draw you a diagram?” Jensen couldn’t help but quip.
“Maybe, because I thought you just said you wanted me to fuck you,” Jared muttered more to himself than Jensen but Jensen heard him clear enough.
“I did, I want your cock inside me,” Jensen replied, feeling himself blush suddenly.
“Why?” Jared asked with such a look of puzzled confusion on his face that Jensen couldn’t help but laugh.
“Why not?” he asked in return, still laughing.
Jared blushed, “But I thought...I didn’t expect...I mean I didn’t think you ever actually want me to... Fuck Jensen! I don’t know what to do,” he whispered. “I’ve never...” Jared confessed.
“Never?” Jensen questioned.
“Never,” Jared confirmed.
“Me either,” Jensen revealed.
“Why then? Why now? Why me?” Jared asked, still puzzled.
“Because it’s you,” Jensen replied ever so simply. “I could only ever do this with you.”
Jared swallowed, his throat thick and his eyes stinging.
“Jensen,” he whispered reaching out a hand to touch Jensen’s chest. Spreading his hand, he could feel Jensen’s heart like an echo of his own thundering his chest as if it were trying to escape so it could touch Jensen’s.
If someone had asked Jared how he felt at that moment he would have said humbled. There was some desire too but it was overshadowed by a fear that threatened to swallow Jared whole. He literally had no idea what to do in this situation...okay, so that wasn’t exactly correct, being as he’d been fucked a lot in his youth and more recently by Jensen.
Damn. He could still feel Jensen inside him. But he’d never...and the fact that Jensen wanted him to...the fact that he’d never either, that just about blew Jared’s mind.
Jared ghosted his hands down Jensen’s flank.
“Jared?” Jensen questioned when Jared’s hands didn’t quite touch him.
“I don’t know what to do,” Jared confessed in a broken whisper. Jared felt a lump forming in his chest and then Jensen smiled at him and it dissolved as quickly as it had formed.
“Sure you do,” Jensen suggested with a small wink. “You know what feels good and there must be one or two things you wanna do to me. Now is your chance.”
Jared thought about it for a moment and three years of wanting flooded though his mind. Oh, yeah. There were one or two things he could think of.
“Roll over,” he instructed, putting a hand on Jensen’s hip and giving him a small nudge.
Jensen gave him a look he couldn’t quite read but then without a word he rolled onto his stomach, flexing his ass up once while he adjusted himself against the bed.
Watching the muscles in Jensen’s ass contract under his freckled skin, Jared bit his lip to keep in a moan that was fighting to get free of him. Jared’s eyes and hands travelled down from the top of Jensen’s head to the tips of his toes, drawing sounds of contentment and then pleasure as Jared got closer to his target.
Jensen’s ass.
Jared was pretty sure he could get it listed as the eighth world wonder if he tried. It was pretty damn...actually he really didn’t have words to describe it. His cock was going to be inside that sweet ass.
Damn.
Mouth watering just a little, Jared folded himself over Jensen’s back. They both let out a hiss when their flesh made contact. Jared had to bury the urge to slip his hard cock in the crease between Jensen’s legs. Later, that was for later.
Jared had a list.
Just one or two things but he wanted to get them done first just in case this was a one time offer.
When Jared had been fifteen he'd seen this thing in a porno flick. His Mamma would have clipped his ears if she’d caught him watching it but damn...it was so on the list.
“I’m not sure I’m ready for whatever it is you’ve got in mind,” Jensen muttered when he turned his head to look at Jared and caught the expression on Jared’s face.
Jared wondered what Jensen saw there but only for a moment. Then he proceeded to crack his knuckles as if preparing for a brawl and then he peeked out from underneath his bangs and grinned at Jensen.
“You’re such a dork,” Jensen accused Jared.
“It’s why you love me,” Jared quipped.
“It’s one of the many reasons,” Jensen agreed, relaxing his body against Jared’s sheets.
Suddenly serious, Jared said, “Jensen if I do something you don’t want or like, tell me and I will stop. I don’t ever wanna hurt you.”
Jensen’s sigh was deep enoug to make the bed vibrate. “I trust you Jared,” he whispered, bucking his hips up and into Jared’s body.
“Fuck!” Jared muttered as a feeling of intense desire and power filled him.
Bending down, he licked a line down Jensen’s spine. When his chin hit the swell of Jensen’s ass, Jared put his hands on the muscular cheeks and parted them.
“Jared?” Jensen questioned, just a hint of a whimper in his voice.
“You trust me, remember?” Jared’s whispered reminder was nothing more than hot air brushing against Jensen’s hole, making his toes curl.
Brushing his thumb over Jensen’s hole, Jared was firm but not insistent. He didn’t want to push Jensen too far too fast, he wanted Jensen to beg for his fingers before he even considered going there...but his tongue now that was another matter entirely.
Brushing his tongue in long licks flat against Jensen’s hole, he had Jensen trying to climb up the bed.
“Shit! Jared, what the fuck are you doing?” Jensen asked with just enough shrillness in his tone to be embarrassing.
“I’m tasting you,” Jared informed him, gripping Jensen’s hips tightly enough to leave marks, adding to the collection already on the freckled flesh. “How did you get freckles here?” Jared asked, distracted by the handful of freckles sprinkled out across Jensen’s ass cheeks.
Bending down, he placed small kisses and little bites on each freckle mapping them in his mind.
Jensen squirmed a little and muttered, “Damn freckles.”
“I like ‘em,” Jared whispered against Jensen’s skin. “Mine, mine, mine,” he continued to whisper as his lips brushed over each and every freckle he could find.
Spreading Jensen’s ass cheeks again he brushed his tongue firmly against the puckered hole he found there, before slipping it in just a fraction. “Mine,” he moaned a little louder forcing an embarrassing whimper out of Jensen.
Jensen was going to come. It was embarrassing. Jared was treating his ass like it was his favourite piece of candy and Jensen was going to shoot all over Jared’s nice sheets if he wasn’t careful.
“Fuck,” he hissed, his hand reaching around to push Jared’s head away, only he ended up clutching it to him instead.
Jensen could feel Jared smiling against him.
“If I come, you’re sleeping in the wet spot,” Jensen informed him.
Shaking off Jensen’s hold, Jared wriggled around until he was on his back with Jensen’s cock within reach of his mouth. Tipping his head back, he looked at Jensen before ordering Jensen to “come,” and then he sucked Jensen down deep.
Toes curling, body jerking, Jensen had no choice but to obey. “Fuck!” he hissed out between his teeth. Reaching a hand down, he grabbed a hold of Jared’s hair and gave a firm tug, urging Jared up the bed so that Jensen could kiss him.
“That was hot,” Jared muttered against Jensen’s lips.
Jensen had no argument, so instead of commenting he concentrated all of his efforts on Jared’s mouth. He could taste himself on Jared’s lips and tongue. A growl vibrated in his throat, making Jared chuckle.
“You liked that, hey?” Jared asked pulling his head back so he could grin at Jensen. “Me too.”
Jensen placed his hand on Jared’s cock. It was slick with pre-come but still hard. Jacking it tightly a couple of times, Jensen bought his hand to his mouth, tasting Jared.
It was Jared’s turn to growl. Pulling against Jensen, Jared kept going until their bodies were flush against one another. “How do you wanna do this?” Jared asked, his words hot against Jensen’s neck.
“How do you want me?” Jensen countered.
“Anyway I can get you,” Jared replied.
“Dork,” Jensen accused.
“I wanna see your eyes,” Jared said, suddenly very serious.
“Okay,” Jensen agreed.
Jared flipped them so that Jensen was once again on the bottom and Jensen noticed that Jared’s grin was back. “You’re enjoying this way too much,” he commented.
Jared looked puzzled, “Isn’t that the whole point?”
Jensen had to laugh. “Yeah, Jared.”
Jared crawled down Jensen’s body. He took a moment to suck on Jensen’s cock, making it harden again.
“Fuck!” Jensen uttered.
Jared chuckled. Moving down he laved his tongue against Jensen’s hole making it wet.
“Lube,” Jared muttered, leaning up and over Jensen towards the set of drawers by the bed.
Jared hissed through his teeth when Jensen took advantage of their positions and bit Jared’s nipple before sucking it into his mouth.
“Another mark for my collection,” Jared managed to get out, looking down at his chest. When his eyes fixed on the mark Jensen’s mouth had made earlier on Jared’s lower stomach, he felt his cock twitch and harden even more if that was even possible.
“Sorry,” Jensen whispered, backing away a little.
“Don’t apologise. I like your mouth on me,” Jared moaned, stroking a hand over the mark in question. “You know it makes me hard.”
Jensen nodded and then bit Jared on the shoulder hard enough to leave a perfect impression of his teeth in Jared’s flesh.
“Fuck!” Jared groaned, dropping the lube on Jensen’s stomach.
Jensen in turn hissed at the contact of the cold tube landing on his warm flesh. “Damn,” Jensen muttered, somewhat distracted.
“Tell me about it,” Jared said, reaching a hand up to cup where Jensen had bit him. It hurt a little but the thought of people knowing Jensen had done it to him, the very fact that Jensen had marked him as his own sent a thrill through Jared that pretty much rivalled every other feeling he’d ever had. Man, a psychiatrist could have a field day with him. The slight sting in his shoulder made him feel loved.
“Want to taste you some more,” he muttered, practically folding Jensen in half so his tongue could lick against Jensen’s hole some more.
“Nggh!” Jensen’s whole body twitched and stuttered under Jared’s mouth and hands.
“We should get tested,” Jensen suggested with a moan when he felt Jared’s tongue pushing lightly against his hole.
Lifting his head to look at Jensen with a quick grin and a swipe of his hand over his mouth, Jared said, “Like our IQ’s? Because I’m pretty sure mine’s right up there.”
Jensen resisted the urge to roll his eyes in response to Jared’s insight...barely. “No. I meant we should get tested.”
The word ‘tested’ was a little more pronounced this time and Jared got his meaning. “Oh,” he said. “But I thought...you were and I haven’t...”
“I know and I haven’t either but it’s the right thing to do, right? It’s safe? And I want you to be safe more than anything Jared, I want you to be safe,” Jensen said, blushing as the words left his mouth.
“Okay,” Jared agreed. “We’ll get tested, I want you to be safe too.”
Jensen felt relaxed which given his position didn’t really make much sense. Jared had him folded almost in two but the tongue licking at his hole had his bones feeling as if they were made from molasses even as his toes clenched against Jared’s shoulders.
When Jared slid a wet, slick finger against Jensen’s hole, Jensen barely noticed, all of his attention focussed on where one of Jared’s skilled hands were cupping his thigh and his tongue laving against Jensen’s puckered hole.
“Fuck!” Jared muttered when Jensen’s foot accidently hit him in the jaw.
“Sorry!” Jensen said with a grimace. “I wasn’t expecting you to...and then there was a finger...and it was just a surprise.”
Jared’s disgruntled look dissolved and changed into one of concern. “Did I hurt you?” he asked, freezing up.
“No, just I...you surprised me,” Jensen replied but Jared still looked worried.
Jensen pushed back against the finger that had startled him so in the first place.
Jared was still frozen in place and only watched Jensen as he began to fuck himself on Jared’s finger. “I thought I hurt you,” Jared whispered, pressing a kiss to Jensen’s knee.
“No but Jared your fingers are a little bigger than average and your tongue was there distracting me and then there was your finger,” Jensen replied with a moan his breath and hips thrusting. “But I’m ready now...I need more.”
Jared waited until Jensen’s eyes met his and then he thrust another finger slowly inside Jensen. “More,” Jensen urged.
“Are you sure?” Jared questioned.
Jensen nodded. “Jared, please.”
Adding some more lube, Jared thrust three fingers in and out of Jensen’s ass.
“Fuck!” Jensen hissed.
“Okay?” Jared asked, pausing for a moment.
Jensen’s hips flexing to push Jared’s fingers deep took care of any doubts Jared might have been having. “Damn, you’re tight. I’m not gonna fit.”
“Ego much?” Jensen said but his goading was ruined by the moan that followed it.
“I love you,” Jared whispered in awe as Jensen fucked himself down on Jared’s fingers.
“I...love you too,” Jensen panted, his hips stuttering as Jared purposely curled his fingers searching for the little bundle of nerves he knew was there waiting for him.
Jensen gasped his cock leaking pre-come. “I’m ready.”
“Jensen...” Jared said half a warning, half teasing.
“Please. Don’t fuck with me okay? Next time sure but now, right now I just need you,” Jensen all but begged.
Jared nodded, not wanting to tease Jensen. He needed this too. Grabbing the lube he slicked himself with his free hand. He felt his dick twitch and harden further in his hand if that was even possible.
Running his lube covered hand down Jensen’s chest Jared rubbed and massaged the tense muscles he found there all the while pushing his fingers in and out of Jensen’s tight hole.
When Jared felt Jensen relax beneath him, he removed his fingers from Jensen and lined his cock up to Jensen’s hot, tight ass. Looking down to where his body would be joined with Jensen’s, Jared let out a strangled moan. He knew how it felt to have Jensen inside him and wanted it to be just as good for Jensen.
Jensen lay with his hands clenched in the sheets, his eyes shut and his bottom lip caught between his teeth.
“Look at me,” Jared whispered his demand.
Jensen’s eyelids fluttered open and his eyes locked with Jared’s.
“I want you to watch me fuck you,” Jared muttered, his own teeth clenched tightly against the pleasure of Jensen’s heat. “So fucking hot, so fucking tight,” Jared bit out. “All mine.”
Jensen’s body shuddered but his eyes stayed open and focussed on Jared. “Only yours,” Jensen agreed in a broken voice as Jared buried himself balls deep inside Jensen.
Holding himself as still as humanly possible. Fuck it felt so good. Leaning forward, Jared brushed his lips against Jensen’s softly but Jensen didn’t want soft, he bit and licked at Jared’s lips, his hands coming up to clutch at Jared’s head, pulling him even closer.
Jared couldn’t wait anymore. He had to move, he hoped Jensen was ready but he couldn’t tell. Jensen felt just as tight as ever and Jared couldn’t bring himself to pull away from Jensen’s mouth to ask.
Testing, Jared pulled out slowly, eliciting moans from them both that were swallowed by rough, hungry kisses.
Jensen’s hands tugged forcefully at Jared’s hair to the point where Jared’s scalp began to sting and his eyes water. Thrusting back hard into Jensen, Jared kept up a steady pace, fucking Jensen till their skin was slip-sliding against each other with sweat.
Jensen let go of Jared’s hair in favour of getting a firm grip on Jared’s hips, helping to push Jared inside him on every stroke.
Panting, Jared tore his mouth from Jensen’s. His lips felt bruised as he rested his head against Jensen’s neck. Pushing back, Jared hitched Jensen’s legs higher around his waist to get more leverage and a better angle. Looking down at Jensen laid out beneath him made Jared falter for a moment in his movement.
Jensen was fucking beautiful.
His skin was flushed and his neck was stretched back, tendons snapped tight, the skin there drawn white against the rest of his flesh. Jared could see the perfect mark of his hand bruising the collar of Jensen’s neck and he had to touch it. He just had to place his hand over it like a piece of a puzzle falling into place.
“Yes,” Jensen hissed, his body bucking beneath Jared’s as he felt Jared’s fingers tighten around his throat slightly.
“Love your hands on me,” Jensen panted, his throat moving beneath Jared’s hand.
Leaning forward, practically bending Jensen in half, Jared moved his hand from Jensen’s throat. Bringing his mouth to where the mark began on Jensen’s neck, Jared sucked a deep bruise into the already marred flesh. “Mine,” he muttered again, snapping his hips fast and hard against Jensen’s.
Jensen’s lower lip was plump and red from where he’d been biting it. Jared sucked it into his own mouth, laving the swollen flesh with his tongue.
Fuck! He was so close, Jensen’s body kept twitching and spasming on his cock. Jared felt the shudders before they even started. Damn, he wanted Jensen to come while Jared was fucking him. Reaching between them, Jared gripped Jensen’s cock, giving it a couple of quick strokes, making Jensen’s toes curl against Jared’s shoulders. Jared turned his head and nipped at the muscle of Jensen’s calf.
“Oh, fuck!” Jensen groaned, fucking himself between Jared’s cock, and where Jared had his hand fisted around his cock. “I’m gonna come,” Jensen managed to get out before shouting Jared’s name and clutching Jared to him as he shot all over their stomachs.
Shaking, Jared brought Jensen’s body up against him so that he could kiss Jensen. Jared knew that Jensen would give him shit about their position later, as it was almost a mirror of one of the shots that Jared had to do in his sex scene in ‘Heart’ but Jared needed Jensen close to him and in this position their bodies were flush.
Thrusting up and into Jensen, Jared wrapped Jensen even further around his body so that Jensen was fully seated on Jared’s lap with his legs and arms around Jared.
“Wanna feel you come inside me,” Jensen panted against Jared’s neck in a choked out whisper.
“Fuck!” Jared hissed at Jensen’s words. His body bowed and he came inside of Jensen with a growl. “Oh, god!” He couldn’t stop touching Jensen everywhere, and when Jensen lifted his head, looked down at him and said, “I can feel you inside me,” all blissed out, Jared felt his cock twitch in response, trying as hard as it could to come again inside the tight warmth.
Pulling out slowly, they both hissed slightly. Jared lay down on the bed with Jensen still wrapped around him.
“We should get up and shower,” Jensen suggested to Jared’s chest.
“I don’t want to move, do you?” Jared asked, tipping Jensen’s head so Jared could see his eyes.
“No, I don’t want to move,” Jensen agreed in a whisper.
When Jared finally got up it was about four in the morning. The room had gotten chilly, so he grabbed the covers from where they’d fallen at the bottom of the bed and made sure that Jensen was completed covered from the neck down, before giving into temptation and brushing his lips over Jensen's in a kiss.
Carefully Jared managed to get out of bed without waking Jensen up. He needed a drink and to talk to Sandy. Pulling on a pair of boxer briefs Jared went to the kitchen and grabbed a glass of milk.
Picking up the phone he hit speed-dial two and the phone started to ring. Speed-dial one had always been reserved for Jensen, which Jared figured said a lot to the outside world where exactly Jensen figured in Jared’s priorities. Jensen would always come first or at least for as long as he would allow Jared to put him there.
“Jared?” Sandy asked, sounding half asleep.
“Sorry, I know I woke you,” Jared apologised before draining his glass of milk.
“No, it’s fine. I’ve been waiting for you to call. So you guys are together now, right?” she asked with a little bit of excitement bleeding into her tone, making Jared smile.
“He knows I love him and we...” Jared didn’t want to share everything with Sandy for once.
“It’s okay, you don’t need to tell me. I’ll read about it on the internet,” Sandy said with a laugh.
“Funny,” Jared muttered but he knew it was true, it was only a matter of time before the entire world knew about them and while Jared didn’t care he knew that Jensen did.
“So what’s the plan?” Sandy asked.
“I don’t know. Jensen wants to keep it quiet. He thinks it might hurt the show if people found out about us,” Jared explained with a sigh.
“He’s probably right. I mean the fan-girls would love it but the studio executives would shit twice and then die. There is of course the chance that Jensen will get blamed for our break up,” Sandy said with a sigh of her own.
“Yeah, Jensen said he was worried about that,” Jared agreed with a sinking sensation in his stomach.
“Okay, so I was thinking that I would release the news of our break up on my website in the next few days. I spoke to my agent and yours, they’re a little pissed at us but I told them to get over it. You can tell Jensen not to stress about being labelled a ‘Home wrecker’ I’ve met someone and I’m gonna release that I’m dating someone new first,” Sandy said, shocking Jared.
“What?” he asked, unsure if he’d heard her correctly.
“I’m kind of seeing someone,” Sandy confessed for a second time.
“Oh,” Jared replied.
“Don’t sound too shocked! I’m actually a pretty hot little thing,” Sandy informed him with a laugh.
Jared smiled. “Even I’m not that gay, I know you’re gorgeous. I just...I thought you’d say something to me if you’d been seeing someone,” Jared tried to explain. “Besides I don’t want you to take the crap for our break up and I know Jensen would hate it too.”
“Well, tough. I want to do it. I’ll give it a month but then I’m going to start telling people. We deserve to be happy Jared, all of us and you’re right, I should have told you it’s just complicated and I didn’t want to put pressure on you and Jensen,” Sandy said, sounding tired again.
“So do I know him?” Jared asked, curiosity filling him.
“Yes,” Sandy replied but so quietly that Jared only just heard her.
“Okay, confess. Who is it?” Jared pushed, needing to know that the guy was worthy of her and that she was going to be taken care of from now on.
“Jared, promise me you won’t be mad first,” Sandy almost begged.
Jared was instantly on guard. “I’ll try Sandy,” he offered.
“It’s Chad,” she whispered.
“What? Are you fucking serious?” Jared practically yelled into the phone.
“Jared,” Sandy said, warning in her tone.
“Chad? Really? I love him, he’s my friend but he’s a bad choice Sandy. He sucks with women. He cheats. He’s not good enough for you,” Jared ranted, his voice only lowered slightly.
“He’s different with me,” Sandy tried to explain.
“He better be or I’ll cut off his balls,” Jared said totally comfortable with following through on his promise if need be.
“Just talk to him before you start freaking out and don’t be mean,” Sandy all but ordered him.
Running a hand down his face, Jared said, “I’m too tired for this conversation.”
“Okay, go back to bed. Tell Jensen I’m happy for you guys, okay?” Sandy said with a yawn.
“Okay, I will. But Chad...really?” Jared asked, still not quite able to comprehend Sandy’s news.
“Yes, really. Love you,” Sandy said, ending the call before he could reply.
Putting his empty glass in the sink, Jared grabbed two bottles of water from the fridge and went back to his bedroom.
Jensen had kicked off the covers and was lying naked in the middle of Jared’s bed. Jared thought Jensen looked good there, like he belonged. Jared especially liked the naked part.
Jensen’s eyes fluttered open and he peered at Jared, not really awake yet. “Jared?” he questioned, scratching his muscular stomach.
“Hey, didn’t mean to wake you,” Jared apologised, climbing onto the bed next to Jensen. “Water?” he offered, holding a bottle out to Jensen.
“Thanks,” Jensen said after opening the bottle and downing half the content. “It’s not a bad way to wake up,” Jensen suggested his gaze travelling over Jared’s hard body. “It would be better if you were completely naked though.”
Jared laughed and pulled off his boxer briefs. “Better?” he asked, lifting an eyebrow in Jensen’s direction.
“Much,” Jensen agreed, passing the water back to Jared who put both bottles on the floor by the bed.
When Jared lay back on the bed beside him, Jensen moved so that he was practically on top of Jared. “Mmm, that’s better,” he all but purred as he snuggled back down to go back to sleep.
After a moment Jensen brushed his lips against Jared’s chest and pressed a kiss just below where Jared could feel his heart beating. “Who were you talking to?” he asked, his words quiet and sleepy.
“You heard me?” Jared asked, a little surprised.
“You yelled something but I couldn’t make out what you were saying,” Jensen answered. His eyes were closed when Jared looked down at him.
“I was talking to Sandy,” Jared informed him, shocked when Jensen tried to pull away from Jared and sit up but Jared wouldn’t let him. Wrapping his arms more firmly around Jensen, Jared pulled their bodies even closer. Tipping Jensen’s head up so he could press a kiss to Jensen’s lips, Jared let out a sigh and said, “Sandy told me she’s involved with Chad, as in serious relationship involved. She wants to tell the world about them.”
“Was she joking?” Jensen asked, settling back against Jared.
“Only if she’s developed a wicked sense of humour that I don’t know about, but I doubt it. She made me promise not to get mad at him,” Jared said and he could hear the frustration in his own voice as he said the words.
“Chad’s kind of a dick but maybe he really cares about Sandy,” Jensen offered.
Jared let out a small snort of disbelief.
“Why does it bother you so much?” Jensen asked, his voice soft and small his face tucked into Jared’s neck.
“Would you let Chad date your sister?” Jared asked, cupping Jensen’s ass in a distracted fashion, not even realising he’d done it till after Jensen was squirming a little against him.
“No way,” Jensen answered.
“Exactly. Me either,” Jared informed Jensen, lifting him so that Jensen’s legs were spread either side of Jared’s hips and their cocks were pushed hard together.
“Oh,” Jensen said, finally understanding that Jared’s concern was for Sandy as family and not for any other reason.
“Yeah, oh,” Jared agreed, spreading Jensen’s ass cheeks so he could press his finger lightly against Jensen’s hole. “Are you ever going to let me in here again?” Jared asked holding his breath for Jensen’s response.
Pushing back against Jared’s finger, Jensen let out a small whimper, “Yes,” he promised.
“Really?” Jared questioned surprised. “When?”
“Whenever you want, however you want,” Jensen said, letting out a hiss of pleasure when the tip of Jared’s finger slid knuckle deep inside him.
Jensen was still tighter than anything but he was still slick from earlier. “Fuck!” Jared said his cock so damn hard suddenly. “This wasn’t what I thought would happen,” he tried to explain.
Jensen lifted his head and looked at Jared a question in his eyes.
“I just meant I thought maybe we’d cuddle and...” Jared started to say more but then he stopped suddenly afraid to voice what he really wanted from Jensen next.
“And what?” Jensen asked, tensing against him.
“And then I’d ask you to move in here with me,” Jared replied, sliding his finger out of Jensen. He couldn’t have this conversation when part of him was inside of Jensen. It was too distracting, fuck, Jensen already had Jared’s heart and Jared was so fucking scared that Jensen was going to reject him, reject what he was offering. And if he did Jared might just die a little inside because if Jensen didn’t want to be with him the way Jared wanted to be with Jensen then he was so totally fucked.
“Move in?” Jensen repeated, but he made it sound like a question.
“Yeah, here with me, as in going to bed together and waking up and the first thing you see is my face,” Jared explained, putting his heart out the for Jensen to cherish or crush.
Jensen just looked at Jared for a couple of minutes before reaching up to touch Jared’s face where a frown had been forming. Stroking out the lines there, Jensen smiled and said, “Will there be coffee?”
Jared choked out a burst of laughter, so relieved by Jensen’s question it hurt to smile. “Yes, lots and lots of coffee,” Jared agreed.
“And sex?” Jensen asked, his eyes twinkling with mirth at Jared in the darkness. “Will there be sex?”
“Yes, there will be so much sex you might even forgot about the coffee,” Jared grinned at him and Jensen kissed Jared hard on the lips.
Jensen pulled back and smiled at him before saying, “Then yes, I’ll move in with you.”
“Tomorrow? I want to spend some time with you alone in our house before we have to leave. Fuck! I really wish we both didn’t have movies to go make,” Jared said, his grin gone as he thought of the next couple of months spent apart from Jensen.
This thing between them was so new and Jared kept thinking Jensen was going to bolt and leave him holding a broken heart.
“Yeah, tomorrow, or rather you mean today, right? I want to spend time with you too. We have a lot of lost time to make up for,” Jensen said, kissing Jared again but softer this time. “What will we tell everyone? About my moving in I mean.”
“I’d like to tell our family and friends the truth, although you should be prepared for a phone call from my mum asking about your intentions but everyone else we can just tell them you’ve moved into the spare room downstairs until we want everyone to know the truth. What do you think?” Jared asked.
“I think that’s a good idea, except for the part about your mum. Do they know the truth about you and Sandy? Your parents I mean,” Jensen asked in reply, looking kind of worried.
“Yeah, they know. My mum knows I’m in love with you too,” Jared revealed.
“I love you,” Jensen said like he couldn’t keep it in, then he climbed up Jared’s body a little so that he could kiss Jared more easily. Jared had no complaints, at least that was until Jensen yawned into his mouth. “We should go back to sleep,” Jared suggested, moving Jensen so that he was once again lying on top of Jared, their limbs tangled together.
“Am I too heavy?” Jensen asked, settling down against Jared’s chest.
With a small smile Jared pressed a kiss to the top of Jensen’s head and answered, “No. Feels good.”
For a moment Jensen wasn’t sure what woke him. Pressing a hand against Jared’s chest, Jensen pushed himself up so he could look at the clock. Lunch time...whoops! They’d kind of slept in but then again the past couple of days had been pretty full on emotionally and physically. Hell, the past three year had been wearing Jensen thin lately.
Jared’s bedroom, no wait, their bedroom was strangely dark considering the time, and turning towards the curtains Jensen noticed that only the barest amount of light filtered around the edges of the windows.
So the sun had not woken him, he didn’t need to pee and he’d never been more comfortable in his life than he was surrounded and wrapped up in Jared as he had been only a moment ago. When he’d sat up Jared’s hand that had been cupping the back of Jensen’s neck had moved to rest against Jensen’s naked ass.
Squirming around on the bed a little Jensen noticed some tenderness but nothing like he’d feared or imagined there might be after being fucked for the first time.
He’d liked it.
Fuck, he’d loved it.
Loved having Jared inside him; moulding him, pushing him, fucking him hard. Jensen smiled, looked like he’d become versatile, which was a good thing because Jared seemed eager to fuck him again.
Jensen’s smile slipped for a moment as he worried about Jared suddenly becoming a toppy bastard but it didn’t last long, now that Jensen knew the truth about Jared, he could truly see him and Jensen had never met a more hungry bottom in his entire life.
As much as Jensen had loved Jared fucking him, he practically lived to be inside Jared again now that he knew what it felt like. Just thinking about it was making him hard.
A small bark from the end of the bed drew Jensen’s attention, he could just make out Sadie and Harley standing there looking at him in the dark. “You guys probably need to pee, right?” Jensen asked.
Harley barked once quietly before turning and running from the room in what Jensen assumed was an affirmative answer to his question.
Dragging his ass out of the bed, he stumbled blindly to the door where he noticed Sadie was still sitting at the end of the bed, only now her head was twisted so she could look at where Jensen now stood. He swore she had a look on her face that said, “What are you doing in my daddy’s bed?”
Jensen crouched down on the floor in front of her and gave her a tentative pat. When she ducked her head pushing against him he patted her a little more firmly. “I’ll share him with you,” he promised, feeling a little silly but meaning every word. Sadie seemed satisfied with his words and moved past him and out of the bedroom.
Jensen was about to stand when he felt a small nip on his left ass cheek and then a sharp bark a little louder this time. Standing quickly and spinning around fast Jensen found Harley in the doorway looking at him.
“Okay! I’m coming,” Jensen muttered, rubbing his ass and watching as Harley fled the room again.
Jared’s chuckle made Jensen look over his shoulder at the bed. Jared sat watching Jensen looking debauched and sleepy. “Damn dogs!” Jensen muttered for Jared’s benefit before going to let the dogs out to pee.
Jensen was letting the dogs back inside, one hand cupped over his eyes to block out the harsh rays of the sun, when he felt Jared’s large warm hand cup the back of his neck.
“Here,” he said holding out Jensen’s phone. “It’s Chris. He wants to talk to you, he didn’t say but I’m pretty sure he wants to talk about me,” Jared continued with a quick grin and a wink as Jensen took a hold of his phone and brought it to his ear.
“Hello?” he said, watching Jared as he bent to play with his dogs.
“You said you’d call me,” Chris said, his tone full of accusation.
“I only just woke up,” Jensen replied, ignoring the impulse to apologise to Chris. He’d done nothing wrong.
“Well, you only just woke up and Jared’s there with you so I can only assume that everything is good with you. Did Jared just wake up too?” Chris asked with just a tiny bit of mocking in the loaded question.
“Yes, Chris we both just woke up. We had a late night and we slept in because we were up fucking all night. It takes a lot out of you,” Jensen replied, plenty of mocking in his tone. Jared burst into laughter at Jensen’s words, making Harley and Sadie bark loudly.
“As long as you’re happy and I don’t have to break the tall man’s legs, then I’m a happy cowboy,” Chris finished.
“Tell him I love you,” Jared suggested, wiggling his eyebrows and making Jensen laugh. “And that I love your cock, that should shut him up.”
“Tell the giant freak to bite me,” Chris muttered in his ear.
“Coffee,” Jensen blurted out suddenly, “I need coffee.”
Jared stepped into Jensen’s personal space and wrapped an arm around Jensen pulling their naked bodies flush. Jensen hissed at the contact and Jared took Jensen’s phone from him. “Jensen has to go now, I’m gonna make some coffee and then we’re going to get his stuff and move him in here and when he’s done fucking me in at least four rooms of our house and I’ve fucked him in one he’ll call you back,” he said to Chris making, Jensen choke a little and blush at Jared’s words.
Chris snorted into the phone. “Fuck, it must be true love if he’s let you near his ass, my boy’s not one to put himself in that kind of position of weakness,” Chris grunted out sounding bemused.
Jared felt himself stiffen a little and Jensen must have noticed the tightness forming in his muscles cause he looked up into Jared’s eyes with a look of concern on his pretty face.
“My Boy,” Jared started putting a harsh emphasis on the words, “is never weak. Every single day I get with him, stops me from falling apart and if you’ve never bottomed for Steve then you should Chris because it’s fucking awesome.”
It was Chris’s turn to choke and splutter, “What? Steve and I don’t...we’re not like...we’ve never...?” he muttered.
“Well, you should,” Jared suggested, ending the call and slamming his mouth down on top of Jensen’s.
Things were just starting to get good when Jared’s phone started ringing in the kitchen.
“You gonna get that?” Jensen asked between kisses, his hand reaching down between them to stroke Jared’s hardening cock.
“No,” he muttered in reply, the words lost against Jensen’s lips.
“It might be important,” Jensen offered, bringing the fingers that had just been stroking Jared’s cock to Jared’s mouth.
Jared opened his lips and sucked those fingers inside. Damn, he could taste himself on Jensen’s skin. He might have whimpered a little when Jensen removed the fingers from his mouth but Jared wasn’t sure, he was too focussed on Jensen’s pouting lips. The urge to have them wrapped around his cock was startling and strong.
Jensen nudged him so that his stance was more open, legs spread wide, “It might be important,” Jensen repeated and Jared was again aware of the insistent ringing from the kitchen
“This is important,” he replied, tracing the freckles on Jensen’s neck with his tongue.
Jensen’s hands cupped his ass cheeks, spreading them so that he could dip his fingers in between, barely brushing against his hole. Jared’s cock was leaking like crazy and two almost brushes from Jensen’s fingers had it bobbing and twitching between their bodies.
“Jared? We need to talk. I spoke to Sandy and she’s nuts just ignore her okay man? Jared, please pick up the phone,” Chad’s voice urged on the answering machine, freezing both of them in mid-motion.
“Fuck!” Jared swore.
With a defeated sounding sigh, Jensen stepped away from Jared’s wanting body. “You better talk to him. I don’t want him sending you a hooker or something in retaliation,” Jensen said with a ghost of a smile gracing his face for just a moment. “Besides I should shower, and when you’re done we can go get my stuff...that is if you still want me to move in.”
Jared grabbed a hold of Jensen’s shoulders and bodily pulled Jensen into his body so he could shake some sense into him, only when Jensen’s mouth got within kissing range, Jared’s intentions changed fast. Lips against Jensen’s Jared practically growled. “Go shower, the sooner we can move your stuff in the sooner you can fuck me in every room of our house.”
“Oh god!” Jensen moaned, kissing him, in a bruising, punishing kiss that promised so many things. When Jensen broke the kiss and spun on his heels headed for the downstairs bathroom, Jared couldn’t resist the urge to reach out and spank that perky ass.
Jensen hissed in response but he didn’t acknowledge it in any other way, he just kept walking much to Jared’s surprise.
The phone started ringing again as Jared entered the kitchen and he picked it up with a sigh.
“Hey Chad,” he said, knowing without a doubt it would be his friend on the other end.
“Hey Jared, what took you so long?” Chad asked just this side of pushing his luck. “Did I interrupt something? Sandy told me about you and Jensen, man that’s awesome I’m really happy for you. And don’t worry I’ll send you my bill for all the therapy I’m going to need from imagining you and Jensen fucking like rabbits.”
Jared let out a snort and said, “No one asked you to imagine anything. In fact I’d rather you didn’t.”
Jared suddenly felt the need to put some pants on. Talking to Chad without anything on just seemed all kinds of wrong. Wandering into the laundry room, he found a pair of clean jeans and put them on.
“So what have you been doing with Sandy?” he inquired, breaking Chad’s silence.
“Nothing,” Chad blurted out. “I mean, I know you and Sandy weren’t really dating but she was your girl, Jared. You have to know I’d never go there and never behind your back.”
“Sandy seems to think that you and she are a pretty serious couple,” Jared replied, trying not to get pissed off. “You’re not really serious couple material Chad.”
“Exactly!” Chad exclaimed. “And that’s what I told her. I’m not going to go there Jared so you don’t have to worry. Sandy’s a good girl I’d never hurt her.”
“Why does Sandy think you’re a couple then? What did you do Chad?” Jared questioned, confused by what Chad was saying.
“I don’t know. I mean, we’ve spent a lot of time together and we talk on the phone a lot I guess she’s not been seeing anyone else and I haven’t slept with anyone for months even though that stripper at Mike’s party wanted me. But Sandy didn’t feel well and you were busy making moon eyes at Jensen so I took her home instead but it’s not like we’ve even kissed or anything,” Chad rambled on.
“You’ve never even kissed?” Jared asked in complete disbelief.
“No, I know I’m no good for her,” Chad replied, his tone low and odd sounding.
“And instead of having sex with that stripper who looked like Megan Gale, you took Sandy home because she didn’t feel well?” Jared asked, his disbelief bleeding into his words.
“Umm, yeah,” Chad confirmed.
“And then what did you do?” Jared asked.
“I made her some tea and watched her sleep incase she got a fever or something,” Chad replied, like it was no big deal.
“You’re in love with her you idiot!” Jared growled into the phone.
“Who? The stripper? Man, I told you I didn’t even take her number,” Chad replied, sounding earnest.
“No, Sandy. I can’t believe it,” Jared replied, so shocked he didn’t even notice that Jensen was standing in the doorway fully clothed watching him with a puzzled expression on his face.
“What?” Chad and Jensen said at the same time. Jared motioned Jensen over to him so he could wrap his arms around the man he loved. He needed Jensen to hold him.
“You’re in love with her,” Jared replied it was a statement but it sounded more like an accusation.
“What? No, I...” Chad protested but it fell kind of flat. “Maybe...Fuck! What do I do Jared?” I can’t hurt her.”
Taking a deep sigh Jared said, “So don’t, if you really care about her and believe me no one is more shocked than I am to realise it but I truly think you love her, don’t hurt her. If you don’t love her enough for it to be just the two of you then walk away. But if you think you can be that guy for her, the one that will never hurt her and never stray, I will support you. But Chad, remember if you hurt her I will end you, okay?”
Jensen squeezed him tightly in a show of support and it made Jared smile despite his concerns about Chad and Sandy. There was a strange sound from the phone that sounded suspiciously like a sob and then Chad cleared his throat before saying, “I don’t know what to say.”
“Say you understand,” Jared prompted.
“I understand,” Chad pledged. “Are we good? Me and you?”
“Yes, Chad we’re good,” Jared replied.
“Is Jensen there?” Chad asked.
“Yeah,” Jared answered, returning Jensen’s squeeze.
“I’m really happy for you both Jared,” Chad said, sounding as serious as he could.
“Thanks Chad,” Jared replied, feeling his mood lift at the thought of Jensen being his, and him being Jensen’s. If Sandy and Chad could be happy too well then that was a bonus that Jared could totally live with. “Look I have to go we’re moving Jensen’s stuff in today.”
“Cool, I’ll talk to you later. Thanks Jared,” Chad said before ending the call.
“So you need to shower,” Jensen said. “You stink like sweat and sex.”
Jared nuzzled Jensen’s neck. “I love that I smell like us,” he muttered kissing the bruises he could just see peeking out of the collar of Jensen’s shirt. Fuck! The reminder that he’d had his hands on Jensen’s hot tight body made his dick hard and his heart speed up.
With a small moan Jensen took a step back from Jared, spun him around so that Jared was facing away from him and with a quick firm smack to Jared’s ass, Jensen said, “Hurry now and I’ll fuck you in my bed when we get to my place.”
Looking back over his shoulder Jared asked, “Promise?”
“Promise,” Jensen pledged with a quick grin but it sounded more like ‘I love you’ to Jared.
THE END
Part 1
Part 2
Soundtrack
Pairing: J2 (Jared/Jensen).
Author: godamnarmsrace
Rating: It will be NC-17 eventually, because all roads lead to porn in my brain.
Word Count: 9,125 Words
Beta: asrai99
Summary: Harley bites off more than he can chew, Jared climbs to the top and Chad manages to ruin a moment between the boys.
Disclaimer: This never happen…at least I don’t think it did…did it? I don’t own anything...sadly.
A/N: Inspired by a manip that nyaubaby made me when my pornfu got broken and the banner credit is hers also.
Jensen had never bottomed for anyone ever. He knew what people thought about him, he’d been mistaken for a bottom before but it was the one thing he’d never caved on. He’d never wanted to go there...until now.
The idea of having Jared surrounding him, inside him, taking Jensen the way no one else ever had made Jensen so hard it hurt to breathe. And Jared lay beside him asleep, with no idea of Jensen’s thoughts and desires.
Jensen wanted to explore everything with Jared. Fuck, the idea of Jared being the only one ever to fuck him turned Jensen on more than he thought it should. And skin against skin too, which was another thing Jensen never thought he’d agree to. But he trusted Jared and he wanted it bare with no barriers between them, wanted to feel Jared coming inside him.
Jensen was a little out of his mind with it all, this thing between them, so new and so all consuming.
Jensen’s thoughts spun around his head, making him dizzy. He knew people were always talking about how pretty he was but he knew it was all bull shit, dammit he had freckles, after all. But Jared he was something else, pretty wasn’t even the word, the way he was all golden tan and smooth skin over hard rippling muscle.
And his jaw...Fuck! Jensen wanted to bite and suck his way along its harsh but graceful lines, bruising and marking Jared up. Letting everyone know that Jared belonged to him and Jensen would wear his marks with pride too because in truth they belonged to each other.
Jensen felt so strongly about Jared but it was more than just any outer beauty, Jensen was floored by how beautiful Jared was on the inside, so pure and true. He loved animals and children and the elderly, he was all innocence and delight most of the time.
Jared was like a candy devouring puppy. Jensen’s puppy. That thought made him smile for a second.
There were depths and shades to Jared that Jensen didn’t know...yet. But he would.
Jensen would never have guessed the truth about Jared and Sandy but then, he’d been blinded by his own feelings and insecurities. The fact that Jared had lied so competently to everyone should give Jensen pause but it really didn’t; rather it filled him with a determination never to put Jared in a position like that again where he felt he had no other choice but to lie. At least with Jensen, he wanted Jared to be able to always tell him the truth about anything and everything, no matter what.
Jared made a snuffling noise and threw himself onto his back, disturbing Jensen’s train of thought and drawing Jensen’s complete attention to him while giving Jensen the option to climb on top of him. The urge was there but he held himself in check, well as much as he could anyway. He may have stopped himself from crawling all over Jared’s sleeping form but he couldn’t stop himself from licking a line across Jared’s chest and suckling one of his hard brown nipples.
Fuck!
So sweet!
Jared let out a small moan, making Jensen smile.
“What are you doing?” Jared mumbled, rubbing a hand over his face.
Ignoring Jared’s question, Jensen watched as Jared let out a loud yawn, and Jensen put his mouth back on Jared’s nipple.
“Fuck!” Jared hissed out, suddenly more awake.
Lifting his head, Jensen looked at the clock behind Jared and smirked and said, “Good afternoon.”
“Yeah, for me,” Jared replied with a grin.
Jensen laughed, feeling so much lighter as if all of his burden’s had shifted and now he was free, free to be with Jared, free to be himself, at least here in the bed they shared.
“I can make it a good afternoon for you too,” Jared offered, dragging his hand down Jensen’s flank, making him shift a little and bite his lip in pleasure.
“Jared,” he hissed.
“Mmm?” Jared asked as he rolled over and pushed Jensen so that he was lying flat on his back with Jared looming over him. With a wink, Jared dipped his head down and bit one of Jensen’s nipples before caressing and soothing it with his tongue, dragging a strangled moan from Jensen.
“Oh, God! The sounds you make, fuck Jensen. I need you inside me so bad!” Jared uttered, licking a line down Jensen’s stomach and dipping it into his navel.
Damn.
Just...damn.
Jensen wanted it too, wanted to be inside Jared in a way it almost hurt to deny but he wanted to give Jared this, give Jared himself completely.
“No,” he moaned, grabbing Jared’s face in his hands and tilting it until Jared’s eyes met his. “No,” he repeated with more authority this time.
“No?”Jared questioned. “Really?”
Jared looked so confused that Jensen almost smiled but instead he said, “Yes, really. I want you to fuck me.”
“You want me ride you again? I liked that too,” Jared said with a quick grin and a wink.
Jensen had to swallow back a moan; fuck...he’d liked Jared riding him also. Shaking his head Jensen finally whispered, “I want you to fuck me. I want to feel you inside me.”
“Wha...?” Jared’s mouth was moving but there were no real sounds coming out, just choking noises.
“Are you okay?” Jensen asked, a little concerned by Jared’s reaction.
It was Jared’s turn to shake his head. “You want me to what?” his voice breaking with the question.
“Shall I draw you a diagram?” Jensen couldn’t help but quip.
“Maybe, because I thought you just said you wanted me to fuck you,” Jared muttered more to himself than Jensen but Jensen heard him clear enough.
“I did, I want your cock inside me,” Jensen replied, feeling himself blush suddenly.
“Why?” Jared asked with such a look of puzzled confusion on his face that Jensen couldn’t help but laugh.
“Why not?” he asked in return, still laughing.
Jared blushed, “But I thought...I didn’t expect...I mean I didn’t think you ever actually want me to... Fuck Jensen! I don’t know what to do,” he whispered. “I’ve never...” Jared confessed.
“Never?” Jensen questioned.
“Never,” Jared confirmed.
“Me either,” Jensen revealed.
“Why then? Why now? Why me?” Jared asked, still puzzled.
“Because it’s you,” Jensen replied ever so simply. “I could only ever do this with you.”
Jared swallowed, his throat thick and his eyes stinging.
“Jensen,” he whispered reaching out a hand to touch Jensen’s chest. Spreading his hand, he could feel Jensen’s heart like an echo of his own thundering his chest as if it were trying to escape so it could touch Jensen’s.
If someone had asked Jared how he felt at that moment he would have said humbled. There was some desire too but it was overshadowed by a fear that threatened to swallow Jared whole. He literally had no idea what to do in this situation...okay, so that wasn’t exactly correct, being as he’d been fucked a lot in his youth and more recently by Jensen.
Damn. He could still feel Jensen inside him. But he’d never...and the fact that Jensen wanted him to...the fact that he’d never either, that just about blew Jared’s mind.
Jared ghosted his hands down Jensen’s flank.
“Jared?” Jensen questioned when Jared’s hands didn’t quite touch him.
“I don’t know what to do,” Jared confessed in a broken whisper. Jared felt a lump forming in his chest and then Jensen smiled at him and it dissolved as quickly as it had formed.
“Sure you do,” Jensen suggested with a small wink. “You know what feels good and there must be one or two things you wanna do to me. Now is your chance.”
Jared thought about it for a moment and three years of wanting flooded though his mind. Oh, yeah. There were one or two things he could think of.
“Roll over,” he instructed, putting a hand on Jensen’s hip and giving him a small nudge.
Jensen gave him a look he couldn’t quite read but then without a word he rolled onto his stomach, flexing his ass up once while he adjusted himself against the bed.
Watching the muscles in Jensen’s ass contract under his freckled skin, Jared bit his lip to keep in a moan that was fighting to get free of him. Jared’s eyes and hands travelled down from the top of Jensen’s head to the tips of his toes, drawing sounds of contentment and then pleasure as Jared got closer to his target.
Jensen’s ass.
Jared was pretty sure he could get it listed as the eighth world wonder if he tried. It was pretty damn...actually he really didn’t have words to describe it. His cock was going to be inside that sweet ass.
Damn.
Mouth watering just a little, Jared folded himself over Jensen’s back. They both let out a hiss when their flesh made contact. Jared had to bury the urge to slip his hard cock in the crease between Jensen’s legs. Later, that was for later.
Jared had a list.
Just one or two things but he wanted to get them done first just in case this was a one time offer.
When Jared had been fifteen he'd seen this thing in a porno flick. His Mamma would have clipped his ears if she’d caught him watching it but damn...it was so on the list.
“I’m not sure I’m ready for whatever it is you’ve got in mind,” Jensen muttered when he turned his head to look at Jared and caught the expression on Jared’s face.
Jared wondered what Jensen saw there but only for a moment. Then he proceeded to crack his knuckles as if preparing for a brawl and then he peeked out from underneath his bangs and grinned at Jensen.
“You’re such a dork,” Jensen accused Jared.
“It’s why you love me,” Jared quipped.
“It’s one of the many reasons,” Jensen agreed, relaxing his body against Jared’s sheets.
Suddenly serious, Jared said, “Jensen if I do something you don’t want or like, tell me and I will stop. I don’t ever wanna hurt you.”
Jensen’s sigh was deep enoug to make the bed vibrate. “I trust you Jared,” he whispered, bucking his hips up and into Jared’s body.
“Fuck!” Jared muttered as a feeling of intense desire and power filled him.
Bending down, he licked a line down Jensen’s spine. When his chin hit the swell of Jensen’s ass, Jared put his hands on the muscular cheeks and parted them.
“Jared?” Jensen questioned, just a hint of a whimper in his voice.
“You trust me, remember?” Jared’s whispered reminder was nothing more than hot air brushing against Jensen’s hole, making his toes curl.
Brushing his thumb over Jensen’s hole, Jared was firm but not insistent. He didn’t want to push Jensen too far too fast, he wanted Jensen to beg for his fingers before he even considered going there...but his tongue now that was another matter entirely.
Brushing his tongue in long licks flat against Jensen’s hole, he had Jensen trying to climb up the bed.
“Shit! Jared, what the fuck are you doing?” Jensen asked with just enough shrillness in his tone to be embarrassing.
“I’m tasting you,” Jared informed him, gripping Jensen’s hips tightly enough to leave marks, adding to the collection already on the freckled flesh. “How did you get freckles here?” Jared asked, distracted by the handful of freckles sprinkled out across Jensen’s ass cheeks.
Bending down, he placed small kisses and little bites on each freckle mapping them in his mind.
Jensen squirmed a little and muttered, “Damn freckles.”
“I like ‘em,” Jared whispered against Jensen’s skin. “Mine, mine, mine,” he continued to whisper as his lips brushed over each and every freckle he could find.
Spreading Jensen’s ass cheeks again he brushed his tongue firmly against the puckered hole he found there, before slipping it in just a fraction. “Mine,” he moaned a little louder forcing an embarrassing whimper out of Jensen.
Jensen was going to come. It was embarrassing. Jared was treating his ass like it was his favourite piece of candy and Jensen was going to shoot all over Jared’s nice sheets if he wasn’t careful.
“Fuck,” he hissed, his hand reaching around to push Jared’s head away, only he ended up clutching it to him instead.
Jensen could feel Jared smiling against him.
“If I come, you’re sleeping in the wet spot,” Jensen informed him.
Shaking off Jensen’s hold, Jared wriggled around until he was on his back with Jensen’s cock within reach of his mouth. Tipping his head back, he looked at Jensen before ordering Jensen to “come,” and then he sucked Jensen down deep.
Toes curling, body jerking, Jensen had no choice but to obey. “Fuck!” he hissed out between his teeth. Reaching a hand down, he grabbed a hold of Jared’s hair and gave a firm tug, urging Jared up the bed so that Jensen could kiss him.
“That was hot,” Jared muttered against Jensen’s lips.
Jensen had no argument, so instead of commenting he concentrated all of his efforts on Jared’s mouth. He could taste himself on Jared’s lips and tongue. A growl vibrated in his throat, making Jared chuckle.
“You liked that, hey?” Jared asked pulling his head back so he could grin at Jensen. “Me too.”
Jensen placed his hand on Jared’s cock. It was slick with pre-come but still hard. Jacking it tightly a couple of times, Jensen bought his hand to his mouth, tasting Jared.
It was Jared’s turn to growl. Pulling against Jensen, Jared kept going until their bodies were flush against one another. “How do you wanna do this?” Jared asked, his words hot against Jensen’s neck.
“How do you want me?” Jensen countered.
“Anyway I can get you,” Jared replied.
“Dork,” Jensen accused.
“I wanna see your eyes,” Jared said, suddenly very serious.
“Okay,” Jensen agreed.
Jared flipped them so that Jensen was once again on the bottom and Jensen noticed that Jared’s grin was back. “You’re enjoying this way too much,” he commented.
Jared looked puzzled, “Isn’t that the whole point?”
Jensen had to laugh. “Yeah, Jared.”
Jared crawled down Jensen’s body. He took a moment to suck on Jensen’s cock, making it harden again.
“Fuck!” Jensen uttered.
Jared chuckled. Moving down he laved his tongue against Jensen’s hole making it wet.
“Lube,” Jared muttered, leaning up and over Jensen towards the set of drawers by the bed.
Jared hissed through his teeth when Jensen took advantage of their positions and bit Jared’s nipple before sucking it into his mouth.
“Another mark for my collection,” Jared managed to get out, looking down at his chest. When his eyes fixed on the mark Jensen’s mouth had made earlier on Jared’s lower stomach, he felt his cock twitch and harden even more if that was even possible.
“Sorry,” Jensen whispered, backing away a little.
“Don’t apologise. I like your mouth on me,” Jared moaned, stroking a hand over the mark in question. “You know it makes me hard.”
Jensen nodded and then bit Jared on the shoulder hard enough to leave a perfect impression of his teeth in Jared’s flesh.
“Fuck!” Jared groaned, dropping the lube on Jensen’s stomach.
Jensen in turn hissed at the contact of the cold tube landing on his warm flesh. “Damn,” Jensen muttered, somewhat distracted.
“Tell me about it,” Jared said, reaching a hand up to cup where Jensen had bit him. It hurt a little but the thought of people knowing Jensen had done it to him, the very fact that Jensen had marked him as his own sent a thrill through Jared that pretty much rivalled every other feeling he’d ever had. Man, a psychiatrist could have a field day with him. The slight sting in his shoulder made him feel loved.
“Want to taste you some more,” he muttered, practically folding Jensen in half so his tongue could lick against Jensen’s hole some more.
“Nggh!” Jensen’s whole body twitched and stuttered under Jared’s mouth and hands.
“We should get tested,” Jensen suggested with a moan when he felt Jared’s tongue pushing lightly against his hole.
Lifting his head to look at Jensen with a quick grin and a swipe of his hand over his mouth, Jared said, “Like our IQ’s? Because I’m pretty sure mine’s right up there.”
Jensen resisted the urge to roll his eyes in response to Jared’s insight...barely. “No. I meant we should get tested.”
The word ‘tested’ was a little more pronounced this time and Jared got his meaning. “Oh,” he said. “But I thought...you were and I haven’t...”
“I know and I haven’t either but it’s the right thing to do, right? It’s safe? And I want you to be safe more than anything Jared, I want you to be safe,” Jensen said, blushing as the words left his mouth.
“Okay,” Jared agreed. “We’ll get tested, I want you to be safe too.”
Jensen felt relaxed which given his position didn’t really make much sense. Jared had him folded almost in two but the tongue licking at his hole had his bones feeling as if they were made from molasses even as his toes clenched against Jared’s shoulders.
When Jared slid a wet, slick finger against Jensen’s hole, Jensen barely noticed, all of his attention focussed on where one of Jared’s skilled hands were cupping his thigh and his tongue laving against Jensen’s puckered hole.
“Fuck!” Jared muttered when Jensen’s foot accidently hit him in the jaw.
“Sorry!” Jensen said with a grimace. “I wasn’t expecting you to...and then there was a finger...and it was just a surprise.”
Jared’s disgruntled look dissolved and changed into one of concern. “Did I hurt you?” he asked, freezing up.
“No, just I...you surprised me,” Jensen replied but Jared still looked worried.
Jensen pushed back against the finger that had startled him so in the first place.
Jared was still frozen in place and only watched Jensen as he began to fuck himself on Jared’s finger. “I thought I hurt you,” Jared whispered, pressing a kiss to Jensen’s knee.
“No but Jared your fingers are a little bigger than average and your tongue was there distracting me and then there was your finger,” Jensen replied with a moan his breath and hips thrusting. “But I’m ready now...I need more.”
Jared waited until Jensen’s eyes met his and then he thrust another finger slowly inside Jensen. “More,” Jensen urged.
“Are you sure?” Jared questioned.
Jensen nodded. “Jared, please.”
Adding some more lube, Jared thrust three fingers in and out of Jensen’s ass.
“Fuck!” Jensen hissed.
“Okay?” Jared asked, pausing for a moment.
Jensen’s hips flexing to push Jared’s fingers deep took care of any doubts Jared might have been having. “Damn, you’re tight. I’m not gonna fit.”
“Ego much?” Jensen said but his goading was ruined by the moan that followed it.
“I love you,” Jared whispered in awe as Jensen fucked himself down on Jared’s fingers.
“I...love you too,” Jensen panted, his hips stuttering as Jared purposely curled his fingers searching for the little bundle of nerves he knew was there waiting for him.
Jensen gasped his cock leaking pre-come. “I’m ready.”
“Jensen...” Jared said half a warning, half teasing.
“Please. Don’t fuck with me okay? Next time sure but now, right now I just need you,” Jensen all but begged.
Jared nodded, not wanting to tease Jensen. He needed this too. Grabbing the lube he slicked himself with his free hand. He felt his dick twitch and harden further in his hand if that was even possible.
Running his lube covered hand down Jensen’s chest Jared rubbed and massaged the tense muscles he found there all the while pushing his fingers in and out of Jensen’s tight hole.
When Jared felt Jensen relax beneath him, he removed his fingers from Jensen and lined his cock up to Jensen’s hot, tight ass. Looking down to where his body would be joined with Jensen’s, Jared let out a strangled moan. He knew how it felt to have Jensen inside him and wanted it to be just as good for Jensen.
Jensen lay with his hands clenched in the sheets, his eyes shut and his bottom lip caught between his teeth.
“Look at me,” Jared whispered his demand.
Jensen’s eyelids fluttered open and his eyes locked with Jared’s.
“I want you to watch me fuck you,” Jared muttered, his own teeth clenched tightly against the pleasure of Jensen’s heat. “So fucking hot, so fucking tight,” Jared bit out. “All mine.”
Jensen’s body shuddered but his eyes stayed open and focussed on Jared. “Only yours,” Jensen agreed in a broken voice as Jared buried himself balls deep inside Jensen.
Holding himself as still as humanly possible. Fuck it felt so good. Leaning forward, Jared brushed his lips against Jensen’s softly but Jensen didn’t want soft, he bit and licked at Jared’s lips, his hands coming up to clutch at Jared’s head, pulling him even closer.
Jared couldn’t wait anymore. He had to move, he hoped Jensen was ready but he couldn’t tell. Jensen felt just as tight as ever and Jared couldn’t bring himself to pull away from Jensen’s mouth to ask.
Testing, Jared pulled out slowly, eliciting moans from them both that were swallowed by rough, hungry kisses.
Jensen’s hands tugged forcefully at Jared’s hair to the point where Jared’s scalp began to sting and his eyes water. Thrusting back hard into Jensen, Jared kept up a steady pace, fucking Jensen till their skin was slip-sliding against each other with sweat.
Jensen let go of Jared’s hair in favour of getting a firm grip on Jared’s hips, helping to push Jared inside him on every stroke.
Panting, Jared tore his mouth from Jensen’s. His lips felt bruised as he rested his head against Jensen’s neck. Pushing back, Jared hitched Jensen’s legs higher around his waist to get more leverage and a better angle. Looking down at Jensen laid out beneath him made Jared falter for a moment in his movement.
Jensen was fucking beautiful.
His skin was flushed and his neck was stretched back, tendons snapped tight, the skin there drawn white against the rest of his flesh. Jared could see the perfect mark of his hand bruising the collar of Jensen’s neck and he had to touch it. He just had to place his hand over it like a piece of a puzzle falling into place.
“Yes,” Jensen hissed, his body bucking beneath Jared’s as he felt Jared’s fingers tighten around his throat slightly.
“Love your hands on me,” Jensen panted, his throat moving beneath Jared’s hand.
Leaning forward, practically bending Jensen in half, Jared moved his hand from Jensen’s throat. Bringing his mouth to where the mark began on Jensen’s neck, Jared sucked a deep bruise into the already marred flesh. “Mine,” he muttered again, snapping his hips fast and hard against Jensen’s.
Jensen’s lower lip was plump and red from where he’d been biting it. Jared sucked it into his own mouth, laving the swollen flesh with his tongue.
Fuck! He was so close, Jensen’s body kept twitching and spasming on his cock. Jared felt the shudders before they even started. Damn, he wanted Jensen to come while Jared was fucking him. Reaching between them, Jared gripped Jensen’s cock, giving it a couple of quick strokes, making Jensen’s toes curl against Jared’s shoulders. Jared turned his head and nipped at the muscle of Jensen’s calf.
“Oh, fuck!” Jensen groaned, fucking himself between Jared’s cock, and where Jared had his hand fisted around his cock. “I’m gonna come,” Jensen managed to get out before shouting Jared’s name and clutching Jared to him as he shot all over their stomachs.
Shaking, Jared brought Jensen’s body up against him so that he could kiss Jensen. Jared knew that Jensen would give him shit about their position later, as it was almost a mirror of one of the shots that Jared had to do in his sex scene in ‘Heart’ but Jared needed Jensen close to him and in this position their bodies were flush.
Thrusting up and into Jensen, Jared wrapped Jensen even further around his body so that Jensen was fully seated on Jared’s lap with his legs and arms around Jared.
“Wanna feel you come inside me,” Jensen panted against Jared’s neck in a choked out whisper.
“Fuck!” Jared hissed at Jensen’s words. His body bowed and he came inside of Jensen with a growl. “Oh, god!” He couldn’t stop touching Jensen everywhere, and when Jensen lifted his head, looked down at him and said, “I can feel you inside me,” all blissed out, Jared felt his cock twitch in response, trying as hard as it could to come again inside the tight warmth.
Pulling out slowly, they both hissed slightly. Jared lay down on the bed with Jensen still wrapped around him.
“We should get up and shower,” Jensen suggested to Jared’s chest.
“I don’t want to move, do you?” Jared asked, tipping Jensen’s head so Jared could see his eyes.
“No, I don’t want to move,” Jensen agreed in a whisper.
When Jared finally got up it was about four in the morning. The room had gotten chilly, so he grabbed the covers from where they’d fallen at the bottom of the bed and made sure that Jensen was completed covered from the neck down, before giving into temptation and brushing his lips over Jensen's in a kiss.
Carefully Jared managed to get out of bed without waking Jensen up. He needed a drink and to talk to Sandy. Pulling on a pair of boxer briefs Jared went to the kitchen and grabbed a glass of milk.
Picking up the phone he hit speed-dial two and the phone started to ring. Speed-dial one had always been reserved for Jensen, which Jared figured said a lot to the outside world where exactly Jensen figured in Jared’s priorities. Jensen would always come first or at least for as long as he would allow Jared to put him there.
“Jared?” Sandy asked, sounding half asleep.
“Sorry, I know I woke you,” Jared apologised before draining his glass of milk.
“No, it’s fine. I’ve been waiting for you to call. So you guys are together now, right?” she asked with a little bit of excitement bleeding into her tone, making Jared smile.
“He knows I love him and we...” Jared didn’t want to share everything with Sandy for once.
“It’s okay, you don’t need to tell me. I’ll read about it on the internet,” Sandy said with a laugh.
“Funny,” Jared muttered but he knew it was true, it was only a matter of time before the entire world knew about them and while Jared didn’t care he knew that Jensen did.
“So what’s the plan?” Sandy asked.
“I don’t know. Jensen wants to keep it quiet. He thinks it might hurt the show if people found out about us,” Jared explained with a sigh.
“He’s probably right. I mean the fan-girls would love it but the studio executives would shit twice and then die. There is of course the chance that Jensen will get blamed for our break up,” Sandy said with a sigh of her own.
“Yeah, Jensen said he was worried about that,” Jared agreed with a sinking sensation in his stomach.
“Okay, so I was thinking that I would release the news of our break up on my website in the next few days. I spoke to my agent and yours, they’re a little pissed at us but I told them to get over it. You can tell Jensen not to stress about being labelled a ‘Home wrecker’ I’ve met someone and I’m gonna release that I’m dating someone new first,” Sandy said, shocking Jared.
“What?” he asked, unsure if he’d heard her correctly.
“I’m kind of seeing someone,” Sandy confessed for a second time.
“Oh,” Jared replied.
“Don’t sound too shocked! I’m actually a pretty hot little thing,” Sandy informed him with a laugh.
Jared smiled. “Even I’m not that gay, I know you’re gorgeous. I just...I thought you’d say something to me if you’d been seeing someone,” Jared tried to explain. “Besides I don’t want you to take the crap for our break up and I know Jensen would hate it too.”
“Well, tough. I want to do it. I’ll give it a month but then I’m going to start telling people. We deserve to be happy Jared, all of us and you’re right, I should have told you it’s just complicated and I didn’t want to put pressure on you and Jensen,” Sandy said, sounding tired again.
“So do I know him?” Jared asked, curiosity filling him.
“Yes,” Sandy replied but so quietly that Jared only just heard her.
“Okay, confess. Who is it?” Jared pushed, needing to know that the guy was worthy of her and that she was going to be taken care of from now on.
“Jared, promise me you won’t be mad first,” Sandy almost begged.
Jared was instantly on guard. “I’ll try Sandy,” he offered.
“It’s Chad,” she whispered.
“What? Are you fucking serious?” Jared practically yelled into the phone.
“Jared,” Sandy said, warning in her tone.
“Chad? Really? I love him, he’s my friend but he’s a bad choice Sandy. He sucks with women. He cheats. He’s not good enough for you,” Jared ranted, his voice only lowered slightly.
“He’s different with me,” Sandy tried to explain.
“He better be or I’ll cut off his balls,” Jared said totally comfortable with following through on his promise if need be.
“Just talk to him before you start freaking out and don’t be mean,” Sandy all but ordered him.
Running a hand down his face, Jared said, “I’m too tired for this conversation.”
“Okay, go back to bed. Tell Jensen I’m happy for you guys, okay?” Sandy said with a yawn.
“Okay, I will. But Chad...really?” Jared asked, still not quite able to comprehend Sandy’s news.
“Yes, really. Love you,” Sandy said, ending the call before he could reply.
Putting his empty glass in the sink, Jared grabbed two bottles of water from the fridge and went back to his bedroom.
Jensen had kicked off the covers and was lying naked in the middle of Jared’s bed. Jared thought Jensen looked good there, like he belonged. Jared especially liked the naked part.
Jensen’s eyes fluttered open and he peered at Jared, not really awake yet. “Jared?” he questioned, scratching his muscular stomach.
“Hey, didn’t mean to wake you,” Jared apologised, climbing onto the bed next to Jensen. “Water?” he offered, holding a bottle out to Jensen.
“Thanks,” Jensen said after opening the bottle and downing half the content. “It’s not a bad way to wake up,” Jensen suggested his gaze travelling over Jared’s hard body. “It would be better if you were completely naked though.”
Jared laughed and pulled off his boxer briefs. “Better?” he asked, lifting an eyebrow in Jensen’s direction.
“Much,” Jensen agreed, passing the water back to Jared who put both bottles on the floor by the bed.
When Jared lay back on the bed beside him, Jensen moved so that he was practically on top of Jared. “Mmm, that’s better,” he all but purred as he snuggled back down to go back to sleep.
After a moment Jensen brushed his lips against Jared’s chest and pressed a kiss just below where Jared could feel his heart beating. “Who were you talking to?” he asked, his words quiet and sleepy.
“You heard me?” Jared asked, a little surprised.
“You yelled something but I couldn’t make out what you were saying,” Jensen answered. His eyes were closed when Jared looked down at him.
“I was talking to Sandy,” Jared informed him, shocked when Jensen tried to pull away from Jared and sit up but Jared wouldn’t let him. Wrapping his arms more firmly around Jensen, Jared pulled their bodies even closer. Tipping Jensen’s head up so he could press a kiss to Jensen’s lips, Jared let out a sigh and said, “Sandy told me she’s involved with Chad, as in serious relationship involved. She wants to tell the world about them.”
“Was she joking?” Jensen asked, settling back against Jared.
“Only if she’s developed a wicked sense of humour that I don’t know about, but I doubt it. She made me promise not to get mad at him,” Jared said and he could hear the frustration in his own voice as he said the words.
“Chad’s kind of a dick but maybe he really cares about Sandy,” Jensen offered.
Jared let out a small snort of disbelief.
“Why does it bother you so much?” Jensen asked, his voice soft and small his face tucked into Jared’s neck.
“Would you let Chad date your sister?” Jared asked, cupping Jensen’s ass in a distracted fashion, not even realising he’d done it till after Jensen was squirming a little against him.
“No way,” Jensen answered.
“Exactly. Me either,” Jared informed Jensen, lifting him so that Jensen’s legs were spread either side of Jared’s hips and their cocks were pushed hard together.
“Oh,” Jensen said, finally understanding that Jared’s concern was for Sandy as family and not for any other reason.
“Yeah, oh,” Jared agreed, spreading Jensen’s ass cheeks so he could press his finger lightly against Jensen’s hole. “Are you ever going to let me in here again?” Jared asked holding his breath for Jensen’s response.
Pushing back against Jared’s finger, Jensen let out a small whimper, “Yes,” he promised.
“Really?” Jared questioned surprised. “When?”
“Whenever you want, however you want,” Jensen said, letting out a hiss of pleasure when the tip of Jared’s finger slid knuckle deep inside him.
Jensen was still tighter than anything but he was still slick from earlier. “Fuck!” Jared said his cock so damn hard suddenly. “This wasn’t what I thought would happen,” he tried to explain.
Jensen lifted his head and looked at Jared a question in his eyes.
“I just meant I thought maybe we’d cuddle and...” Jared started to say more but then he stopped suddenly afraid to voice what he really wanted from Jensen next.
“And what?” Jensen asked, tensing against him.
“And then I’d ask you to move in here with me,” Jared replied, sliding his finger out of Jensen. He couldn’t have this conversation when part of him was inside of Jensen. It was too distracting, fuck, Jensen already had Jared’s heart and Jared was so fucking scared that Jensen was going to reject him, reject what he was offering. And if he did Jared might just die a little inside because if Jensen didn’t want to be with him the way Jared wanted to be with Jensen then he was so totally fucked.
“Move in?” Jensen repeated, but he made it sound like a question.
“Yeah, here with me, as in going to bed together and waking up and the first thing you see is my face,” Jared explained, putting his heart out the for Jensen to cherish or crush.
Jensen just looked at Jared for a couple of minutes before reaching up to touch Jared’s face where a frown had been forming. Stroking out the lines there, Jensen smiled and said, “Will there be coffee?”
Jared choked out a burst of laughter, so relieved by Jensen’s question it hurt to smile. “Yes, lots and lots of coffee,” Jared agreed.
“And sex?” Jensen asked, his eyes twinkling with mirth at Jared in the darkness. “Will there be sex?”
“Yes, there will be so much sex you might even forgot about the coffee,” Jared grinned at him and Jensen kissed Jared hard on the lips.
Jensen pulled back and smiled at him before saying, “Then yes, I’ll move in with you.”
“Tomorrow? I want to spend some time with you alone in our house before we have to leave. Fuck! I really wish we both didn’t have movies to go make,” Jared said, his grin gone as he thought of the next couple of months spent apart from Jensen.
This thing between them was so new and Jared kept thinking Jensen was going to bolt and leave him holding a broken heart.
“Yeah, tomorrow, or rather you mean today, right? I want to spend time with you too. We have a lot of lost time to make up for,” Jensen said, kissing Jared again but softer this time. “What will we tell everyone? About my moving in I mean.”
“I’d like to tell our family and friends the truth, although you should be prepared for a phone call from my mum asking about your intentions but everyone else we can just tell them you’ve moved into the spare room downstairs until we want everyone to know the truth. What do you think?” Jared asked.
“I think that’s a good idea, except for the part about your mum. Do they know the truth about you and Sandy? Your parents I mean,” Jensen asked in reply, looking kind of worried.
“Yeah, they know. My mum knows I’m in love with you too,” Jared revealed.
“I love you,” Jensen said like he couldn’t keep it in, then he climbed up Jared’s body a little so that he could kiss Jared more easily. Jared had no complaints, at least that was until Jensen yawned into his mouth. “We should go back to sleep,” Jared suggested, moving Jensen so that he was once again lying on top of Jared, their limbs tangled together.
“Am I too heavy?” Jensen asked, settling down against Jared’s chest.
With a small smile Jared pressed a kiss to the top of Jensen’s head and answered, “No. Feels good.”
For a moment Jensen wasn’t sure what woke him. Pressing a hand against Jared’s chest, Jensen pushed himself up so he could look at the clock. Lunch time...whoops! They’d kind of slept in but then again the past couple of days had been pretty full on emotionally and physically. Hell, the past three year had been wearing Jensen thin lately.
Jared’s bedroom, no wait, their bedroom was strangely dark considering the time, and turning towards the curtains Jensen noticed that only the barest amount of light filtered around the edges of the windows.
So the sun had not woken him, he didn’t need to pee and he’d never been more comfortable in his life than he was surrounded and wrapped up in Jared as he had been only a moment ago. When he’d sat up Jared’s hand that had been cupping the back of Jensen’s neck had moved to rest against Jensen’s naked ass.
Squirming around on the bed a little Jensen noticed some tenderness but nothing like he’d feared or imagined there might be after being fucked for the first time.
He’d liked it.
Fuck, he’d loved it.
Loved having Jared inside him; moulding him, pushing him, fucking him hard. Jensen smiled, looked like he’d become versatile, which was a good thing because Jared seemed eager to fuck him again.
Jensen’s smile slipped for a moment as he worried about Jared suddenly becoming a toppy bastard but it didn’t last long, now that Jensen knew the truth about Jared, he could truly see him and Jensen had never met a more hungry bottom in his entire life.
As much as Jensen had loved Jared fucking him, he practically lived to be inside Jared again now that he knew what it felt like. Just thinking about it was making him hard.
A small bark from the end of the bed drew Jensen’s attention, he could just make out Sadie and Harley standing there looking at him in the dark. “You guys probably need to pee, right?” Jensen asked.
Harley barked once quietly before turning and running from the room in what Jensen assumed was an affirmative answer to his question.
Dragging his ass out of the bed, he stumbled blindly to the door where he noticed Sadie was still sitting at the end of the bed, only now her head was twisted so she could look at where Jensen now stood. He swore she had a look on her face that said, “What are you doing in my daddy’s bed?”
Jensen crouched down on the floor in front of her and gave her a tentative pat. When she ducked her head pushing against him he patted her a little more firmly. “I’ll share him with you,” he promised, feeling a little silly but meaning every word. Sadie seemed satisfied with his words and moved past him and out of the bedroom.
Jensen was about to stand when he felt a small nip on his left ass cheek and then a sharp bark a little louder this time. Standing quickly and spinning around fast Jensen found Harley in the doorway looking at him.
“Okay! I’m coming,” Jensen muttered, rubbing his ass and watching as Harley fled the room again.
Jared’s chuckle made Jensen look over his shoulder at the bed. Jared sat watching Jensen looking debauched and sleepy. “Damn dogs!” Jensen muttered for Jared’s benefit before going to let the dogs out to pee.
Jensen was letting the dogs back inside, one hand cupped over his eyes to block out the harsh rays of the sun, when he felt Jared’s large warm hand cup the back of his neck.
“Here,” he said holding out Jensen’s phone. “It’s Chris. He wants to talk to you, he didn’t say but I’m pretty sure he wants to talk about me,” Jared continued with a quick grin and a wink as Jensen took a hold of his phone and brought it to his ear.
“Hello?” he said, watching Jared as he bent to play with his dogs.
“You said you’d call me,” Chris said, his tone full of accusation.
“I only just woke up,” Jensen replied, ignoring the impulse to apologise to Chris. He’d done nothing wrong.
“Well, you only just woke up and Jared’s there with you so I can only assume that everything is good with you. Did Jared just wake up too?” Chris asked with just a tiny bit of mocking in the loaded question.
“Yes, Chris we both just woke up. We had a late night and we slept in because we were up fucking all night. It takes a lot out of you,” Jensen replied, plenty of mocking in his tone. Jared burst into laughter at Jensen’s words, making Harley and Sadie bark loudly.
“As long as you’re happy and I don’t have to break the tall man’s legs, then I’m a happy cowboy,” Chris finished.
“Tell him I love you,” Jared suggested, wiggling his eyebrows and making Jensen laugh. “And that I love your cock, that should shut him up.”
“Tell the giant freak to bite me,” Chris muttered in his ear.
“Coffee,” Jensen blurted out suddenly, “I need coffee.”
Jared stepped into Jensen’s personal space and wrapped an arm around Jensen pulling their naked bodies flush. Jensen hissed at the contact and Jared took Jensen’s phone from him. “Jensen has to go now, I’m gonna make some coffee and then we’re going to get his stuff and move him in here and when he’s done fucking me in at least four rooms of our house and I’ve fucked him in one he’ll call you back,” he said to Chris making, Jensen choke a little and blush at Jared’s words.
Chris snorted into the phone. “Fuck, it must be true love if he’s let you near his ass, my boy’s not one to put himself in that kind of position of weakness,” Chris grunted out sounding bemused.
Jared felt himself stiffen a little and Jensen must have noticed the tightness forming in his muscles cause he looked up into Jared’s eyes with a look of concern on his pretty face.
“My Boy,” Jared started putting a harsh emphasis on the words, “is never weak. Every single day I get with him, stops me from falling apart and if you’ve never bottomed for Steve then you should Chris because it’s fucking awesome.”
It was Chris’s turn to choke and splutter, “What? Steve and I don’t...we’re not like...we’ve never...?” he muttered.
“Well, you should,” Jared suggested, ending the call and slamming his mouth down on top of Jensen’s.
Things were just starting to get good when Jared’s phone started ringing in the kitchen.
“You gonna get that?” Jensen asked between kisses, his hand reaching down between them to stroke Jared’s hardening cock.
“No,” he muttered in reply, the words lost against Jensen’s lips.
“It might be important,” Jensen offered, bringing the fingers that had just been stroking Jared’s cock to Jared’s mouth.
Jared opened his lips and sucked those fingers inside. Damn, he could taste himself on Jensen’s skin. He might have whimpered a little when Jensen removed the fingers from his mouth but Jared wasn’t sure, he was too focussed on Jensen’s pouting lips. The urge to have them wrapped around his cock was startling and strong.
Jensen nudged him so that his stance was more open, legs spread wide, “It might be important,” Jensen repeated and Jared was again aware of the insistent ringing from the kitchen
“This is important,” he replied, tracing the freckles on Jensen’s neck with his tongue.
Jensen’s hands cupped his ass cheeks, spreading them so that he could dip his fingers in between, barely brushing against his hole. Jared’s cock was leaking like crazy and two almost brushes from Jensen’s fingers had it bobbing and twitching between their bodies.
“Jared? We need to talk. I spoke to Sandy and she’s nuts just ignore her okay man? Jared, please pick up the phone,” Chad’s voice urged on the answering machine, freezing both of them in mid-motion.
“Fuck!” Jared swore.
With a defeated sounding sigh, Jensen stepped away from Jared’s wanting body. “You better talk to him. I don’t want him sending you a hooker or something in retaliation,” Jensen said with a ghost of a smile gracing his face for just a moment. “Besides I should shower, and when you’re done we can go get my stuff...that is if you still want me to move in.”
Jared grabbed a hold of Jensen’s shoulders and bodily pulled Jensen into his body so he could shake some sense into him, only when Jensen’s mouth got within kissing range, Jared’s intentions changed fast. Lips against Jensen’s Jared practically growled. “Go shower, the sooner we can move your stuff in the sooner you can fuck me in every room of our house.”
“Oh god!” Jensen moaned, kissing him, in a bruising, punishing kiss that promised so many things. When Jensen broke the kiss and spun on his heels headed for the downstairs bathroom, Jared couldn’t resist the urge to reach out and spank that perky ass.
Jensen hissed in response but he didn’t acknowledge it in any other way, he just kept walking much to Jared’s surprise.
The phone started ringing again as Jared entered the kitchen and he picked it up with a sigh.
“Hey Chad,” he said, knowing without a doubt it would be his friend on the other end.
“Hey Jared, what took you so long?” Chad asked just this side of pushing his luck. “Did I interrupt something? Sandy told me about you and Jensen, man that’s awesome I’m really happy for you. And don’t worry I’ll send you my bill for all the therapy I’m going to need from imagining you and Jensen fucking like rabbits.”
Jared let out a snort and said, “No one asked you to imagine anything. In fact I’d rather you didn’t.”
Jared suddenly felt the need to put some pants on. Talking to Chad without anything on just seemed all kinds of wrong. Wandering into the laundry room, he found a pair of clean jeans and put them on.
“So what have you been doing with Sandy?” he inquired, breaking Chad’s silence.
“Nothing,” Chad blurted out. “I mean, I know you and Sandy weren’t really dating but she was your girl, Jared. You have to know I’d never go there and never behind your back.”
“Sandy seems to think that you and she are a pretty serious couple,” Jared replied, trying not to get pissed off. “You’re not really serious couple material Chad.”
“Exactly!” Chad exclaimed. “And that’s what I told her. I’m not going to go there Jared so you don’t have to worry. Sandy’s a good girl I’d never hurt her.”
“Why does Sandy think you’re a couple then? What did you do Chad?” Jared questioned, confused by what Chad was saying.
“I don’t know. I mean, we’ve spent a lot of time together and we talk on the phone a lot I guess she’s not been seeing anyone else and I haven’t slept with anyone for months even though that stripper at Mike’s party wanted me. But Sandy didn’t feel well and you were busy making moon eyes at Jensen so I took her home instead but it’s not like we’ve even kissed or anything,” Chad rambled on.
“You’ve never even kissed?” Jared asked in complete disbelief.
“No, I know I’m no good for her,” Chad replied, his tone low and odd sounding.
“And instead of having sex with that stripper who looked like Megan Gale, you took Sandy home because she didn’t feel well?” Jared asked, his disbelief bleeding into his words.
“Umm, yeah,” Chad confirmed.
“And then what did you do?” Jared asked.
“I made her some tea and watched her sleep incase she got a fever or something,” Chad replied, like it was no big deal.
“You’re in love with her you idiot!” Jared growled into the phone.
“Who? The stripper? Man, I told you I didn’t even take her number,” Chad replied, sounding earnest.
“No, Sandy. I can’t believe it,” Jared replied, so shocked he didn’t even notice that Jensen was standing in the doorway fully clothed watching him with a puzzled expression on his face.
“What?” Chad and Jensen said at the same time. Jared motioned Jensen over to him so he could wrap his arms around the man he loved. He needed Jensen to hold him.
“You’re in love with her,” Jared replied it was a statement but it sounded more like an accusation.
“What? No, I...” Chad protested but it fell kind of flat. “Maybe...Fuck! What do I do Jared?” I can’t hurt her.”
Taking a deep sigh Jared said, “So don’t, if you really care about her and believe me no one is more shocked than I am to realise it but I truly think you love her, don’t hurt her. If you don’t love her enough for it to be just the two of you then walk away. But if you think you can be that guy for her, the one that will never hurt her and never stray, I will support you. But Chad, remember if you hurt her I will end you, okay?”
Jensen squeezed him tightly in a show of support and it made Jared smile despite his concerns about Chad and Sandy. There was a strange sound from the phone that sounded suspiciously like a sob and then Chad cleared his throat before saying, “I don’t know what to say.”
“Say you understand,” Jared prompted.
“I understand,” Chad pledged. “Are we good? Me and you?”
“Yes, Chad we’re good,” Jared replied.
“Is Jensen there?” Chad asked.
“Yeah,” Jared answered, returning Jensen’s squeeze.
“I’m really happy for you both Jared,” Chad said, sounding as serious as he could.
“Thanks Chad,” Jared replied, feeling his mood lift at the thought of Jensen being his, and him being Jensen’s. If Sandy and Chad could be happy too well then that was a bonus that Jared could totally live with. “Look I have to go we’re moving Jensen’s stuff in today.”
“Cool, I’ll talk to you later. Thanks Jared,” Chad said before ending the call.
“So you need to shower,” Jensen said. “You stink like sweat and sex.”
Jared nuzzled Jensen’s neck. “I love that I smell like us,” he muttered kissing the bruises he could just see peeking out of the collar of Jensen’s shirt. Fuck! The reminder that he’d had his hands on Jensen’s hot tight body made his dick hard and his heart speed up.
With a small moan Jensen took a step back from Jared, spun him around so that Jared was facing away from him and with a quick firm smack to Jared’s ass, Jensen said, “Hurry now and I’ll fuck you in my bed when we get to my place.”
Looking back over his shoulder Jared asked, “Promise?”
“Promise,” Jensen pledged with a quick grin but it sounded more like ‘I love you’ to Jared.
THE END
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