Past and Future
I try as hard as I can.
I try to make everything right.
I don't do anything wrong.
And yet....
I still cry.
Why should I keep fighting for something or someone that doesn't trust me, doesn't believe me...
...And yet, I do. I continue to push forward, in this direction, trying to make everything right for us.
Why do you make it feel as if I'm running in circles?
To go to sleep believing everything is okay one night, and then to wake up and have to find out for myself that it's not?
I doubt you've ever heard this song,or at least this version (the original), but it's one from my childhood. One that means a lot to me, and pretty much sums up my feelings regarding any sort of love interest. Maybe it seems silly, stupid, or irrelevant, but then again... I'm not an easy person to understand.