im never going to be happy :(
well i officialy think that its impossible for me to be happy ive been going out with this guy Johnathon perkins (JP)AND we have broen up three fucking times and this guy broke up with me for the fouth fucking time and now it hurts worse because its bad enough that i fell for the lies 3 times but but i fell for them a 4th time and now it really hurts well i think that the reasin that we broke up was because i dont poen up to him enough but everyone that know me know that i dont open up to any one but he doesnt except that and i dont know why not and he thinks that my life is just so great but what he doesnt know is that my mom can look me in the eyea and tell me that she fucking hates my guts and that she wishes that had got the abortion whaen she had the chance and it people like him that i only open up to the one person that stuck by my side even when i was so mad at her (thanks so much brooke your the only person that i can really trust i love you gurl)but snyways that my sap story and now im goimg to tell you what ive done this week ......uumm i know i done something but i just cant remember......uummm well i guess that i didnt do anything well i started my ISS this week *yay* well brooke know that whole story LoL and i stoped eating but hey i lost 9 pounds and i haven weighed my self in the last week so i dont knoe if ive lost anymore but i think that i have well whatever im bout to go eat mt fruit snacks lol well bie bie *i love you brooke and i want you to call me ok well bie bie