Aug 27, 2005 00:07
Well i just found out the one i love doesnt love me or ever will. Liz i really love you dont you realize this im sorry we couldnt be anything but i will always love you. love is something that you cant get rid of it will always be in your heart always. Now i sit in the pit of eternal sadness with the thoughts of you imprinted in my mind liz have a good life hope you find someone that loves you as i do.
ahh my heart my heart it feels like its imploding in on itself. feels as if it was stabbed with a godly blade of the heavens.
I wish i had someone right now to hold to hug to make me feel better. If only if only i had a girl to call my own. If i had a girl i would be the best boyfriend ever buy them presents hang out with them as much as i can let them make the decisions as to not push them into anything. For i would really love and cherish them if they where my girl.