I personally don't know what it is. But this place maybe getting to my head. I don't know what to think anymore, I just know that now that I'm dead and living life here. It's all so weird. I think I should be a little bit more nice towards people that I don't know and a little bit more forgiving to those that don't exactly know what they did or didn't do yet.. espcially towards Misa. Even if I still insult her, she is different from the one I knew. But now I'm not so sure.
To everyone else, I did have a nice little chit-chat with Near in which I'm not entirely sure if we will come to a truce. But we will figure out this place and maybe perhaps I'll be able to help him out of here. Better him than anyone else that is in this place. I rather that I don't go back at all I belong here and I've come to that conculsion of my own. BOTH Mello and I belong here rather he likes it or not, we are stuck and we shouldn't even consider going back to the world we once knew. That world.. is still rotten and will forever be rotten. No matter what others say about it.
Mello, we need to talk, whenever you have the chance.
Misa, I need to talk to you privately if you don't mind.