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[god_is_disabled]

I need to get my head straight with what I am doing, or not doing here.

I am not working today. It looked like I was going to pick up a bartending shift instead of a serving shift, (yay!), but it turned out they don't need me at all, (...). I relly like it when I have to work lately, because it is a distraction from all this other, mostly internal, stuff that I am trying to figure out right now.

I am kinda annoyed that from the comments I have gotten, it seems noone has noticed that I went from talking about really liking someone to ranting about becoming celibate. That would seem definitely odd to me if I was reading someone's blog, and I would probably question it, if I was to comment at all.

So now I don't know what to do with myself today. I think I will start by hitting a meeting. I haven't done that in a couple weeks. Maybe, I will take my guitar with me. I think the weather is relatively mild today.

Later, I am supposed to hang out with a good friend and talk. I also might have late night plans with the person I still like a lot. So there!