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[god_damn_me_]

my downward spiral continues.

if you want to know what it feels like, just let me know

i thought of a great analogy to put you in my mindset.

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[gaipan]

Want to go get ice cream?

[god_damn_me_]

eh. maybe when i feel better.

food doesn't really comfort me as it does for some people.

[gaipan]

I didn't consider it so much for the food but for the fact that it would get you out of the house and let you talk for a bit.

[god_damn_me_]

i'm getting out and doing stuff.

it just doesn't seem to help my situation at hand.

don't worry though, ive gone through this enough times for me to know that in a few weeks or so something will happen and i will feel good until the next inevitable down swing.

[gaipan]

Maybe you're doing the wrong sort of stuff.