Go Away
Not really sure why I still write in this since there are all like 3 people that read it. Life has been nothing short of stupid lately. I'm within a month and a half of getting my vacation at work and that's the only thing that keeps me waking up every morning at this point. My job is a fucking sad excuse for labor. I could go work at a warehouse and not have any stress or use my brain or any of that stupid stuff. It's finally raining here for the first time in what seems like months. It's great when you're too lazy to wash your truck like I am. I've been to a few shows lately all of which were good but none of them have been consequential in the whole scenario of life thing. People still fucking suck. I've been saying it for 8 years now and you'd think that I'd finally stop letting it disappoint me but it never fails. Everyone can be a backstabbing liar when it comes to personal gain or attention and it just seems like almost everyone has been doing exactly that lately. If I wore a towel on my head I'd go blow some shit up right now. I want to go to sleep for the rest of the night tonight and not wake up until next week. I feel like shit and have felt like shit for the past few weeks. The best thing I have to look forward to right now is my shower which will be taken in about two minutes. Oh but I can't complain because I actually had the money to pay most of my bills this month. Next month on the other hand is fucked.
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