Another Disappointment
Today was a waste of a day. Went to work, got free lunch and came home. Father wanted to go to see Dark New Day with me tonight in Melbourne so we ride up there and we find out the show won't be over until late and he doesn't want to cut out of his getting high/sleeping time so essentially I drove almost 100 miles for a half cold meal from McDonalds. Thanks father. The only 'friends' I know around here who would have went are always apathetic and tonight was no exception. I thought about going alone but then I just realized there's no point in it anymore. I guess life is miserable whichever town I'm in, so why should it matter if I'm at a concert or not? Sevendust sold out on New Years Eve which fucks up the only plans I had for the 'holidays'. I don't even feel like drinking this year. I just feel like disappearing.
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