Another one of those days to remind me...
To say that I don't care would be a lie to say the least.... but every time I think about it, that feeling comes inside of me that I just can't hold on anymore. I keep reminding myself in my mind that "Yes, that's her.... but that was a long time ago...." as the shadows of my past life wisp ahead of me, dancing on my crooked walls... past my eyes, across all my lies.
As I drive my car down that vacant and lonely road, all I can think about is the days when things were alright and I thought that I was loved, and I thought that she would be at my side, and I thought she would love me the way I loved her. It's amazing how fragile the heart can be, to be swayed by such simplicity and lies. Only I know the truth, that she does not believe even thought I have the proof...
To this day, I wonder... does even acknowledge that our near 2 year relationship ever even existed.
Last time we talked, it didn't seem like that.
Blister:
"I am a failure,
Suicidal Coward,
Every night I sit alone and waste away a life that's never known"
As I drive my car down that vacant and lonely road, all I can think about is the days when things were alright and I thought that I was loved, and I thought that she would be at my side, and I thought she would love me the way I loved her. It's amazing how fragile the heart can be, to be swayed by such simplicity and lies. Only I know the truth, that she does not believe even thought I have the proof...
To this day, I wonder... does even acknowledge that our near 2 year relationship ever even existed.
Last time we talked, it didn't seem like that.
Blister:
"I am a failure,
Suicidal Coward,
Every night I sit alone and waste away a life that's never known"