Merry Christmas...
and hoping that you all are having a happy holiday season. ^-^
My own holiday is going half decent. My old man returned from colorado (permanently) so this is the first christmas with him for over 2 years now that...
A. my dads been here
B. .... for christmas
C. and celebrated at my grandmothers place.
For me, hits a slight tender nerve since this is the first christmas w/o my ex. and my whole family was asking about where she was. Along with that, a lot of disappointment that we had broken up- that killed my festivity.
But hey, the world was never ment to be fair and just, so whatever.
Good guys finish last I suppose, but by then I will have traveled the world round twice and seen all that there is to be seen (well,i'm 1/2 way there already) so if I die the next day, I won't have any regrets.
Next year is right around the corner already... I will be ditching my real name and changing it to Shima, Tetsuo. My current name means nothing to me anymore, except bad memories that keep me up late at night and haunt me with vivid images of my past.
I took a look in the mirror a few days ago and yes, it looks like I my hair actually DID start greying after 06.05.2006.
So, I'm planning out the rest of my 40 years alive in this world starting in 2007.
This upcomming summer I shall be returning to New York after over 9 years.... continuing from there back to germany after 5 years of not being there. Should be spending about 2 weeks in NY, 2 months in DE, and, if all goes well, I'll be making a slight detour to Japan for 2 weeks (yay).
Once I return, I will be at CSU East Bay for 1 year to get my BA in Digital Art. I may opt for a 2nd major in Japanese and minor in international business just for shits and giggles as my plans to move to japan in my early 30's will happen. Once i'm there, I'll be workin my ass off and soon.
Once I hit my late 30's, i'll retire and open up my own private VW shop where i'll work on mk1 and mk2 VW's till i hit 55. From there, sell the business out, take that money, bounce to hawaii and go surf my head off till I die or get eaten by a shark.
My own holiday is going half decent. My old man returned from colorado (permanently) so this is the first christmas with him for over 2 years now that...
A. my dads been here
B. .... for christmas
C. and celebrated at my grandmothers place.
For me, hits a slight tender nerve since this is the first christmas w/o my ex. and my whole family was asking about where she was. Along with that, a lot of disappointment that we had broken up- that killed my festivity.
But hey, the world was never ment to be fair and just, so whatever.
Good guys finish last I suppose, but by then I will have traveled the world round twice and seen all that there is to be seen (well,i'm 1/2 way there already) so if I die the next day, I won't have any regrets.
Next year is right around the corner already... I will be ditching my real name and changing it to Shima, Tetsuo. My current name means nothing to me anymore, except bad memories that keep me up late at night and haunt me with vivid images of my past.
I took a look in the mirror a few days ago and yes, it looks like I my hair actually DID start greying after 06.05.2006.
So, I'm planning out the rest of my 40 years alive in this world starting in 2007.
This upcomming summer I shall be returning to New York after over 9 years.... continuing from there back to germany after 5 years of not being there. Should be spending about 2 weeks in NY, 2 months in DE, and, if all goes well, I'll be making a slight detour to Japan for 2 weeks (yay).
Once I return, I will be at CSU East Bay for 1 year to get my BA in Digital Art. I may opt for a 2nd major in Japanese and minor in international business just for shits and giggles as my plans to move to japan in my early 30's will happen. Once i'm there, I'll be workin my ass off and soon.
Once I hit my late 30's, i'll retire and open up my own private VW shop where i'll work on mk1 and mk2 VW's till i hit 55. From there, sell the business out, take that money, bounce to hawaii and go surf my head off till I die or get eaten by a shark.