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I have a confession.
Every girl I have ever dated, or had a thing with, has found "the one" or something close to it during or soon soon after they are with me. Often, this person has not had a date in years. It's like I'm the foreplay for everyone elses real life.
The rejection doesnt hurt, and the fact that I spend most of my days alone doesn't hurt AS BAD, as knowing I AM NOTHING. but a temptation and a mistake, short lived and insignificant.
I have never hated myself more than I do right now, or been more ashamed of the fact that I cannot keep anyones attention or love.
Every girl I have ever dated, or had a thing with, has found "the one" or something close to it during or soon soon after they are with me. Often, this person has not had a date in years. It's like I'm the foreplay for everyone elses real life.
The rejection doesnt hurt, and the fact that I spend most of my days alone doesn't hurt AS BAD, as knowing I AM NOTHING. but a temptation and a mistake, short lived and insignificant.
I have never hated myself more than I do right now, or been more ashamed of the fact that I cannot keep anyones attention or love.