Jul 04, 2006 09:05
the 29th justin & paula
started dating, how nice for them.
we're friends again.
jason & i hooked up.
he dosen't want to get serious right
now & neither do i for a little bit.
whenever i try to get serious
i get dumped so, yeah good times.
jose had a leaving party.
i knew about it, just like
brendyn's party, i just never
got invited because i realised
the true friendship i have with
alot of those circle of friends
is bogus & a waiste of time,
including the majority of my people
located on pleasant myspace.
i'm sick of the juggalo kids & their drama,
dori & kris always playing games,
the numetal kids need to learn how
to shower, the preps are the shit talkers,
the stoners/weed smokers are the users,
the skateboarders just want to skate 24/7,
the partyiers want to drink nonstop,
the ghetto kids have to rep who they are
& act bad, i wonder if i'll ever
fit into a group without getting annoyed
or getting shit talked, or whatever.
i'm not calling anyone this summer.
i'm letting everyone call me,
it's amazing too compared to last summer;
how little people i chill with.
i have no true friends what so ever.
it's such an amazing feeling.
sam quit taking to me out of the blue.
so we're no longer friends again;
like i have even given a fuck to begin with.
i'm completly broke for today, jessica
i see never tried to make an effort to call
me after work yesterday to drop by my beer,
that's cool.
last couple days everyone's been chillin' at jason's,
i only knew about it once, haha i love
the feeling of being neglected.
it's just so awesome.
israel's been down for 2 and a half weeks,
we've chilled twice, yeah twice.
he's made it pretty obvious he has no
motive to hangout with me, he's never
called me.
brendyn i guess and ashley are having
a crisis, but shit what else is new.
i'm just so tired of everyone's bullshit.
dori never called me back, haha.
i just give up on everyone.
everyone at boga ciega highschool
was a fake & has no desire to lift
a finger whether it's to
keep tabs, i/m me, call me,
ask me what's up first, whatever.
happy july 4th.
happy anniversery mom & dad.
i hope today is alright.
i wish ricky lived in florida,
i would be dating his hot ass right now,
atleast one guy is interested in me
more than sexually.