Aug 18, 2005 13:56
I've realized that there are people who work hard to earn their money, and there are people like me, who blow their university savings on pot and cigarettes and hope that their parents will give them ten bucks to go out in the evening.
Unfortunately, I've never actually encountered other "people like me". HOw am I ever going to survive being on my own? Oh wait, that's right, I'll have my parents giving me money every month. I'll try to find a job on campus though (and by try, I mean to say that I will actually put some effort into distributing a resume and trying to find work, instead of merely saying that I'll do so as I did this summer). Which reminds me, I promised my mom I'd get my g1 at the beginning of July and I haven't even read the book yet. I'm well on the road to becoming one of those characters that Mr. Trotter made us study in Literature class, whose soul is corrupted by the vice of sloth, and who must face some sort of devastation in order to overcome this corruption. I wonder what it will be...
I really am wallowing in self loathing right now...and it's gone.
Funny, how quickly self loathing seems to pass for me!