OMG what the hell was I thinking
OK so exams are a little over 3 weeks away, and suffice to say I'm quite nervous.... yesterday I got myself in a bit of a 'OMG I was crazy to think I could pull this off' kind of funk but when I realised that I've been working steadily throughout the semester, perhaps not has diligently as I could have, and that I've got a whole 10 days off work to prepare for two exams (the third is a week later than the first two), I think I'll be ok. Hopefully. I might not perform brilliantly, but if I wanted to get 6s and 7s I'd have to quit my fucking job. Uh, I don't think so.
It's still really fucking scary. I mean, you'd have to be a lunatic to take on a full time study load along with full time work. But that's me. I always choose the hard way. Complete idiot.
Positive things: my feed back so far has been good. 7/10 for equity exercise, 16/20 for criminal advocacy exercise, and... well, that's it really. But oh god scared shitless. Equity is going to be the toughest. If I scrape by, I'll be completely delighted. Uh, what else? I haven't been consistent with my lectures but I'm going to listen to every single one in my exam preparation week. I'm also going to do practice questions, which is something I didn't to last year. Oh god, so scared. OK I'm going to focus on fiduciary relationships and hope to god one of the exam questions relates to fiduciary relationships.
If I study for 15 hours per day for 5 days for one subject, then same for the other, then I'll be ok. I hope.
As you can see just discussing this is freaking me out.
I just have to keep thinking I'll be ok.
Right, onto more pleasing issues, mum bought me a new wallet and nana bought me a new bag. Yay for mums and nanas! Seriously got to save up and hit Stones Corner. Cheap but really nice work clothes.
And work? Well pay reviews are coming up and we're really busy so I'm working my arse off to impress my superiors. Rest is for the weak!
Nothing much else going on. Just large amounts of freaking out. Yep. That's my life right now.
It's still really fucking scary. I mean, you'd have to be a lunatic to take on a full time study load along with full time work. But that's me. I always choose the hard way. Complete idiot.
Positive things: my feed back so far has been good. 7/10 for equity exercise, 16/20 for criminal advocacy exercise, and... well, that's it really. But oh god scared shitless. Equity is going to be the toughest. If I scrape by, I'll be completely delighted. Uh, what else? I haven't been consistent with my lectures but I'm going to listen to every single one in my exam preparation week. I'm also going to do practice questions, which is something I didn't to last year. Oh god, so scared. OK I'm going to focus on fiduciary relationships and hope to god one of the exam questions relates to fiduciary relationships.
If I study for 15 hours per day for 5 days for one subject, then same for the other, then I'll be ok. I hope.
As you can see just discussing this is freaking me out.
I just have to keep thinking I'll be ok.
Right, onto more pleasing issues, mum bought me a new wallet and nana bought me a new bag. Yay for mums and nanas! Seriously got to save up and hit Stones Corner. Cheap but really nice work clothes.
And work? Well pay reviews are coming up and we're really busy so I'm working my arse off to impress my superiors. Rest is for the weak!
Nothing much else going on. Just large amounts of freaking out. Yep. That's my life right now.