so much shit going on.....

[goblenprincess]

well yeah a lot of things have been going on. um..lets see i lost my job i got laid off as they say. yep that sucks balls. iam stayin at my friend chris's house with his mom and his step dad which they all are really cool people.chris is a really nice guy. for christmas he got me a new pipe. yep and then a really cool insence holder. yep. its alice and wonderland. its got the catapiller on the mushroom and then alice looking over it. yep i love it. for christmas i got him a new poster and an ashtray well the reason for that one is because he ashs on the ground all the time in his room so i got him something use full. well his b-day is coming up its the 24 and well i got him a pipe yesterday because when i leave here he will not have one. its a really nice pipe and its going to be really pretty the colors are really nice. i kinda wanted it for my self. well yeah he got mad at me because i bought it but thats okay. iam missing out on the phish concert today but thats okay. my birthday is friday and iam going to be 21 its really no big deal for me because i dont really care because i dont really drink. chris wants to throw a party here for me but i dont know about that. well by the end of this month i have to leave here. yep iam basically fucked i dont have anywhere else to go and i just got laid off so....iam how can you say royaly fucked! my little stress bumps have come back. my tooth is still fucking infected and there is nothing i can do about it. i really like chris. i just wish that his ex g/f didnt hurt him as bad as she did. i feel so bad for him and i want to try to make him feel better but i dont know how iam suppose to do that. i mean yeah be there for him and everything like that but i just wish i could do more. well at least i know that he likes me. thats a plus. i went to the kava bar with my older sister and anderia. oh yeah we are going to make that like an every weekend thing. i have to say i had a lot of fun. even though i didnt find the pot that i was looking for but i guess you could say i had soemthing better. yep and that would be the kava. that was the first time i have had as a drink. it was weird didnt taste all that great kinda like dirt because it comes straight from the ground. but yeah it totally relaxed me and it kinda gives you a really good high. so yeah i applied at a head shop iam just waiting for them to call me back. have to go find another job soon. iam suppose to hang out with shana and anderia again today dont know what time but i hope its soon. i dont really have anything to do today. lol i found out that my little sister fucked anderias b/f the other day. oh my god yep that was keith and well one thats fucked up because she was suppose to be her best friend and then two dude he as been tryin to get with me. ewwww thats so fucking sick. and then i heard some other stuff about her. yep like she had sex with like 3 people with in like less then a week thats just fuckin sick. found out that my cuz cara is going out with another one of my ex b/fs dude she has a fucking problem once again thank god i didnt do anything with him. yep he is such a fucking loser. he got made because i wouldnt make out with him and then he went around and started talkin shit like the rest of the faggot guys out there. thats all they do is talk shit. i really hate stupid people like that you have something to say dont talk shit behind my back tel it to my face so i can kick the shit out of you. well i think iam going to go this is really fuckin long.

love,peace,pot, and micro dots ^_^