je t'aime...moi non plus
Since nobody has the audacity or courage to TALK to me, I will shout it through the internet for you. For you! How convenient.
I have been miserable in the past two months and it isn't fair. All I had to offer was love but apparently that isn't enough. It's time I finally thought about what I want and need, and right now what I want and need is to forget about you. All I asked for was love and friendship...what I get is a bunch of people who are completely selfish. You can always tell me anything and I will listen to every goddamn thing you have to say, regardless of how boring and ridiculous it is. But once my emotions and life events turn on me, it's suddenly less important, suddenly you're ignoring me and I'm feeling inadequate as a human being...how cruel to make a friend feel this way. There is not one goddamn time I have ever turned someone away to talk to me about their troubles, whether internal or not.
Someday you will realize how much I would have done for you.
Never again will I say that I miss you, because I still do (so much that it makes me collapse at least once a day) but I have every reason not to.
I have been miserable in the past two months and it isn't fair. All I had to offer was love but apparently that isn't enough. It's time I finally thought about what I want and need, and right now what I want and need is to forget about you. All I asked for was love and friendship...what I get is a bunch of people who are completely selfish. You can always tell me anything and I will listen to every goddamn thing you have to say, regardless of how boring and ridiculous it is. But once my emotions and life events turn on me, it's suddenly less important, suddenly you're ignoring me and I'm feeling inadequate as a human being...how cruel to make a friend feel this way. There is not one goddamn time I have ever turned someone away to talk to me about their troubles, whether internal or not.
Someday you will realize how much I would have done for you.
Never again will I say that I miss you, because I still do (so much that it makes me collapse at least once a day) but I have every reason not to.