Her Story, Pt. ?: Posting this to keep myself from deleting it.
"When God was designing the universe, why did he make something so wonderful....so fucking painful?"
Love.
It's a complicated thing.
Before I launch into some deep philosophical thing, let me reintroduce myself. I'm Amanda. I'm also dead.
How am I writing this if I'm dead, you ask? Truth is, I don't know. There's some mysterious fucking force at work here. I'm just taking advantage of it.
If you've been reading this, I'm sure you've heard all about me. And honestly, everything that has been written is true. Yes, he caught me sleeping with his best friend.
It was a moment of weakness and I'm not even sure how I let it happen. I've regretted it ever since.
The night of the accident......
It's still hurts to think about.
Let me tell you something.
When you're in a coma, at least in my case, you're still aware of whats going on around you. It's kind of like an out of body experience. Really fucking trippy.
I knew, deep down, that I wasn't going to make it through the night. I just had to hold on until he got there.
When I heard him talking to the doctor, I knew I could give up soon. Morbid, right?
Sure, it was sad. You don't really understand this kind of thing until it happens to you, ya know?
Love.
It's a complicated thing.
Before I launch into some deep philosophical thing, let me reintroduce myself. I'm Amanda. I'm also dead.
How am I writing this if I'm dead, you ask? Truth is, I don't know. There's some mysterious fucking force at work here. I'm just taking advantage of it.
If you've been reading this, I'm sure you've heard all about me. And honestly, everything that has been written is true. Yes, he caught me sleeping with his best friend.
It was a moment of weakness and I'm not even sure how I let it happen. I've regretted it ever since.
The night of the accident......
It's still hurts to think about.
Let me tell you something.
When you're in a coma, at least in my case, you're still aware of whats going on around you. It's kind of like an out of body experience. Really fucking trippy.
I knew, deep down, that I wasn't going to make it through the night. I just had to hold on until he got there.
When I heard him talking to the doctor, I knew I could give up soon. Morbid, right?
Sure, it was sad. You don't really understand this kind of thing until it happens to you, ya know?