its way too early to be writing on here
today is chris' birthday -- he died five years ago.
i hate people that say 'passed away', like its some kind of heartfelt expression, bringing warmth to the whole thing. honestly, fuck that. today sucks already and its only 8:43. it sucks in so many ways and everything is starting to confuse me, by any means im not crying for pity here, i hate pity - giving and/or receiving. maybe some of this shit im just overanalyzing again, maybe its nothing, maybe im just being me - as usual though, everything hits at once.
off to spend the next two hours sitting at the vw dealership waiting for my car, more later.
i hate people that say 'passed away', like its some kind of heartfelt expression, bringing warmth to the whole thing. honestly, fuck that. today sucks already and its only 8:43. it sucks in so many ways and everything is starting to confuse me, by any means im not crying for pity here, i hate pity - giving and/or receiving. maybe some of this shit im just overanalyzing again, maybe its nothing, maybe im just being me - as usual though, everything hits at once.
off to spend the next two hours sitting at the vw dealership waiting for my car, more later.