mega update school>job>real life>bestfriends>amazing girlfriend >moving on
well this is going to be long and there will be no punctuation as always so get stoked this is the last of the periods you are going to see for a while now. I am not exactly sure where I last left off but here we go I graduated college that was good I now have a BSW it only took five years not too bad I guess. (okay there might be speratic punctuation i am slackin in my old age) Over the summer where I sat around drank a lot saw a lot of friends had a lot of fun I met the most amazing girl I have yet to meet in all the girls I have encountered in my 23 years of heartbreak and let downs and upsides. For the first time in my life I am truley one hundred percent happy and content I find myself living a stress free life and I think a good portion of that is because of Caitlin we have amazing times whenever we hang out from getting black out drunk to jumping around at shows to sitting in my basement watching tv whenever I am not with her I cant wait to see her again and whenever we are together I wish I could just pause everything or just quit my life and hang with her all day and night (this is pretty much the cheesiest thing I have yet to write and I am okay with it) She has quickly become a part of my life that no matter what happens she will be apart of me forever and I could not be happier. I can with all my heart say that I am in love with her. so thats pretty awesome. In other news the other big part of my life is I got a new job ! I was working as a client advocate at Family Service league in the TLC program with the homeless and it was great and i loved it. I recently got promoted to full time assistant program director I have a desk and I work the 830-430 mon- fri weekends off nights off life is pretty rad I am finally making money I can be a human! I have not yet dropped soundtraks and it will be hard to it has been a huge part of my life for the past four years cliff bob and anthony are like family and it will always be that way. I am hanging out for the month of December Ill see whats happening come January but Ill probably be letting it go but im sure ill do weekends or days here and there I cant just walk away from that place. the most recent thing in my life was my very close friend dan warnkens mom recently passed away a few days ago she died from cancer that only a few weeks ago was diagnosed the part of this that is good is that the way all of our amazing friends came out in full support I just came from a wake where about 20 or so of our close friends and our not as close friends came and showed our support for one of our best friends. Some of these friends I have been friends with since I was fourteen and fifteen years old some I have only known for a year or two its amazing how a bunch of misfits and nerds and awkward kids from all around long island all different high schools from miles away from years apart can somehow become best friends friends that stay close for almost a decade and im sure decades to follow we all look unconventional we all do things for a living that most people may find odd or unusual we bartend we are tattoo artists we tour the country and world in different bands we record music we bartend we work with the homeless and mentally ill we sell cds we fix water pumps we be ourselves and we survive and we arent that hopeless and we arent as fucked as you think