man its hot in these rooms
So i am about a quarter into my second to last semmester and i cant seem to get into the swing of things my self diangosed ADD has been through the roof i cant seem to find the attention or motivation to do any readings or pay attention in class i have senioritis four years after i was a senior it sort of sucks. I am sure though when it comes down to it ill kick in and get my stuff done. My internship has been very awesome i am in a school and its a nice feeling to know that i want to do this for the rest of my life. The kids arent as horrible as they were made out to be it is an interesting enviorment but they are just kids at the end of the day with some of the same angst and issues i had to deal with and that we all had to deal with when we were fifteen they just express it diferently but the problems are the same. I love that i am home by 330 every day and i often think that if this was my career i can go home and be done for the day and enjoy my friends and my life and the world but nope i have to go home and be stressed over papers and other crap school related it really sucks. Tonight I drove to brooklyn after class to hang out with lori and it was a ton of fun. Danny was supposed to join us but things got confused and unfortuantly i did not see him which sucks because i feel like i havent seen him or anyone in eons. I still cant get over driving passed that skyline on the BQE its probably one of my all time favorite views. Lori and I watched the new office and the new community and new its always sunny although we talked through out most of it and drank wine and pbrs. After 2 hours of great television we got falefals they were soooo good her appartment is amazing i cant wait until thats mine until i can go home to my own place with my own balcony that over looks brooklyn and i have to walk up SIX FLIGHTS OF STAIRS! to get to my room. After food and tv we listened to the tom waits mix i made her after promising it to her for three months because my external hard drive broke down. Tonight was just a lot of fun and spending it with easily one of my all time favorite person out there made it better now its time for sleep.