here's to america's number one day for domestic abuse!

Feb 07, 2005 04:16

thats right this post goes out to everyone else who didnt watch the superbowl like me, who was actually working but got off in time to see american dad. must say i was a little disappointed by the fact that it was just an extended version of the internet pilot. o well. pure cranberry juice from wholefoods and meatless chicken nuggets are delicious. so are burritos. for those of you who haven't seen yet, i have a
right now. i like it.

im also not edge anymore so please stop asking me, i stopped seeing as much reason in it as i saw before. i stopped drinking because it disgusted me but my thoughts, much like everthying else in the world, have changed. it would be stupid of me to continue to be a part of something that i dont feel strongly about any longer. don't get me wrong, i still greatly respect straight edge kids and their commitment but its not for me anymore. and please dont make the assumption that its because i live in san diego or that im depressed or that my choices are because of any single event or person, because none of the above said is true. things really couldnt be going much better for me at the moment, im doing good in school, i have a life that extends beyond laying in bed by myself all day watching tv and i got my first college acceptance yesterday to san fransisco state. if you wanna laugh at me go ahead, ive already laughed at myself cuz i was a fool to select a future for myself at 17. now i have a brand and a tattoo to live with that no longer apply to me. this isnt a sensitive subject for me anymore and ive got bigger fish to fry in my life, i love my friends and my choices won't change the way that any of my true friends view me. i didnt start claiming edge to be a part of anything and i didnt stop to be a part of anything either. both decisions were made by me for me and ive learned a great deal about marking myself with a label (i shouldn't do it. ever). no big surprise.
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