A real update for once
oOk so....my mom decided I "needed" drivers ed so she thought it would be a jolly good time to sign me up for it at the last minute. Now let me tell you how my schedule goes. Dance practices start up this week...tuesdays and thursdays from 11-2. Also Ive FINALLY started waitressing so Ive been trying to get as many hours at mimis as I can during the summer because I need the money for my stupid piece of junk car. I usually work nights but dawn, the head waitress in the mornings has been scheduling me alot for the deck which actually gets me waitressing versus the majority of the time having me cashier at night. Morning shifts are usually 9-2. Now...drivers ed goes from 835-1140 every other day till the middle of august, starting tomorrow...which happens to be the same day dance starts. SO....because of this stupid driving class my mom insists on me taking, every other week i have to show up 45 minutes late to practice (which doesnt look very good since i was going to run for captain this year). ALSO...with drivers ed mixed with dance, that pretty much cuts off almost every week day for working mornings. Now lets keep in mind. 1) I cut down me stuff over the summer because I wanted a time to chill cuz my school year is always busy...plus I have AP english reading and crap to do over the summer as well as study for the SAT's that my mom is making me take twice. 2) I wanted to focus on work this summer because Ive waited a year to finally start waitressing and now that I can I want to work as much as I can also, since I got close to being fired during the school year working my work schedule around dance practice, I promised thm I would be 100% reliable this summer. 3) my mom even told me that I needed to cut back on stuff because Im too busy all the time...yet when I finally try to...she adds more to it. Finally 4) Ive been driving over a year, about 8 months of that was with an actual lisence, not a permit. so WHY THE HELL DO I NEED TO TAKE DRIVING CLASSES!! I think that If I have driven that lnong with no problems, I kinda dont need it.
But SURE....its not like Melissa isnt stressed out enough as it is thinking about the 2 AP classes my mom also made me take during my seniore year..the time you are supposed to relax a bit cuz you're done with most of you're requirements. Expecially the AP bio thing...I am a year ahead in science so I have been done with my requirements since my sophmore year. Last year I took physics just to finish out the course line but nooooope. that cant be the end. Little miss over achiever has to make me the same way and put me in an AP class that has absolutely no benefit to me or my future career choices....at all. So Im pretty much going to stress myself out juggling two AP classes, work and dance next year for what....nothing...well...for the "satisfaction that I am making my mother proud". gag me. If shes not proud of me already for the crap that I have done then I dont really know what to say.
I took a good look around the other day and noticed that I really dont have that many friends anymore. I used to have this huge group of girls I used to hang out with but as time went by Ive let myself get so tied up with boyfriends and all the crap that I try to think I can do all at once, that I have forgotten about the people that were the most important to me. Especially someone in perticular that although we only live about a hop and a skip down the road from eachother it seems like we live in different states. But let me assure you I havent forgotten about you, or the rest of my girls. This is why this friday I am taking you all to darrien lake (taking as in driving...i cant afford to pay for you all..lol)So if you want to go and miss hanging out with everyone as much as I do please get back to me so Ill know to pick you up on the way. We will probably leave in the morning and come back later that night...a day trip kind of thing. Just think...this is our last summer to hang out before the insanity of our senior year kicks in. Its kind of scary if you think about it. We are seniors already. We need to start thinking about colleges and how we are going to spend the rest of our lives. Hoooooooooly crap....i dont wanna. lol Do you remember when 10 years ago if we said i dont wanna the worst we would get was no recess? Now, it could make or break what you do in the future. *sigh* what Ide give to be in kindergarden again...so carefree and just full of life. My little brother just came up to me and said "why did the dog go to the hot dog stand" keep in mind that he is 5 "because he wanted to be a hot...dog.. *giggles* get it...hot dog, like he wanted to be sexy" When you're 5 and you say that...its funny and kind of cute. Now if someone my age was to say that...people would think it was "retarded" and tell you to stop smoking crack. lol Its amazing how things change with age.
Anyway, I think that's enough from the penut galery for one day. Remember darrien lake...friday....call me if you want to go..get it...got it...good. Beautiful.
But SURE....its not like Melissa isnt stressed out enough as it is thinking about the 2 AP classes my mom also made me take during my seniore year..the time you are supposed to relax a bit cuz you're done with most of you're requirements. Expecially the AP bio thing...I am a year ahead in science so I have been done with my requirements since my sophmore year. Last year I took physics just to finish out the course line but nooooope. that cant be the end. Little miss over achiever has to make me the same way and put me in an AP class that has absolutely no benefit to me or my future career choices....at all. So Im pretty much going to stress myself out juggling two AP classes, work and dance next year for what....nothing...well...for the "satisfaction that I am making my mother proud". gag me. If shes not proud of me already for the crap that I have done then I dont really know what to say.
I took a good look around the other day and noticed that I really dont have that many friends anymore. I used to have this huge group of girls I used to hang out with but as time went by Ive let myself get so tied up with boyfriends and all the crap that I try to think I can do all at once, that I have forgotten about the people that were the most important to me. Especially someone in perticular that although we only live about a hop and a skip down the road from eachother it seems like we live in different states. But let me assure you I havent forgotten about you, or the rest of my girls. This is why this friday I am taking you all to darrien lake (taking as in driving...i cant afford to pay for you all..lol)So if you want to go and miss hanging out with everyone as much as I do please get back to me so Ill know to pick you up on the way. We will probably leave in the morning and come back later that night...a day trip kind of thing. Just think...this is our last summer to hang out before the insanity of our senior year kicks in. Its kind of scary if you think about it. We are seniors already. We need to start thinking about colleges and how we are going to spend the rest of our lives. Hoooooooooly crap....i dont wanna. lol Do you remember when 10 years ago if we said i dont wanna the worst we would get was no recess? Now, it could make or break what you do in the future. *sigh* what Ide give to be in kindergarden again...so carefree and just full of life. My little brother just came up to me and said "why did the dog go to the hot dog stand" keep in mind that he is 5 "because he wanted to be a hot...dog.. *giggles* get it...hot dog, like he wanted to be sexy" When you're 5 and you say that...its funny and kind of cute. Now if someone my age was to say that...people would think it was "retarded" and tell you to stop smoking crack. lol Its amazing how things change with age.
Anyway, I think that's enough from the penut galery for one day. Remember darrien lake...friday....call me if you want to go..get it...got it...good. Beautiful.