FUCKIN LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!
Hey everyone....this is my not so happy journal..on wensday nov.3rd my best friend nikki was in a four wheeling accident. I found out on Thursday that she was in the hospital, she has two skull fractures,bruises on her brain,swelling of her brain,she now since yesterday has a fast heartbeat,she doesnt know what month it is,she only recognizes her mom, she doesnt know why shes there or where shes at,i am so scared for her. She has liquid in her lungs. Then on top of that my aunt decides she wants to be a bitch and tells me i have no right to cry that it doesnt help anything and that its not about me its about her...wtf i cant stand this anymore..noone knows...its almost been a year since my father died and this is all just bring back bad memories. I just want to run and scream and maybe i could be the one in there instead of her..shes so innocent and hasnt done anything to deserve this. So if you know anyone who owns a four wheeler(quad) do NOT let them put four people on it. And make sure the driver knows how to drive responsibly not wreckless and speeding like eric was. I love you all and plz keep nikki in your prayers i cannot lose her. ~lindsey