Jul 25, 2004 22:56
i thought i was done with this. i dont know if ill be talking to racheal much for a while. i really dont know if she realizes that this stuff tears me up mentally and makes me physically ill. i dont even know if it matters right now. just because other people have something to say about OUR relationship, i dont see why it should affect US. i need her in my life more than i need air in my lungs and blood in my veins.
i got upset with the whole situation tonight so i rolled my wheelchair a couple miles up the road to denny's. i bummed around there for a while and then rolled back home. ended up cuttin my hand while i was at it.
bad night