mixed emotions
So, I basically have the job at Lichtenstein Creative Media in Cambridge, I just don't know all of the details, or what the salary will be. I hope to hear from Bill this week. I am also on an apartment search, and that is incredibly stressful. My grandfather agreed to give me first and last month's rent, but only if I find an aparment for $700 or less. Stress stress stress. It's hard to find one near job, family, and Jim's life, but Acton seems to be the place for me.
Strangely, school is still going well. I think I'm going to end on my strongest note yet, but we'll see. If not in grades, definitely effort. It'll make the family proud. I just want to get out of here.
Jim and I are better than ever. We've been together almost seven months now. It's crazy. I can't wait for my whole family to finally meet him so that he won't be such a mystery. His family is really treating me like one of their own. I've actually started calling his mother by her name, as opposed to not addressing her in any way, or as "Jim's Mom" to friends. She's even trying to find leftover furniture in the family to donate to my pathetic apartment, which will hopefully be "our" pathetic apartment. Living with Jim would be the greatest thing ever. It would make me so happy every day, no matter how far I had to travel, or how sucky my job ends up being. I would come home to him, and probably dinner, and a back massage, and cuddling, and knowing that I am loved and needed. He's all I'll ever need.
My greatest wish is that everyone could find love like I have. It is the greatest feeling in the world.
Strangely, school is still going well. I think I'm going to end on my strongest note yet, but we'll see. If not in grades, definitely effort. It'll make the family proud. I just want to get out of here.
Jim and I are better than ever. We've been together almost seven months now. It's crazy. I can't wait for my whole family to finally meet him so that he won't be such a mystery. His family is really treating me like one of their own. I've actually started calling his mother by her name, as opposed to not addressing her in any way, or as "Jim's Mom" to friends. She's even trying to find leftover furniture in the family to donate to my pathetic apartment, which will hopefully be "our" pathetic apartment. Living with Jim would be the greatest thing ever. It would make me so happy every day, no matter how far I had to travel, or how sucky my job ends up being. I would come home to him, and probably dinner, and a back massage, and cuddling, and knowing that I am loved and needed. He's all I'll ever need.
My greatest wish is that everyone could find love like I have. It is the greatest feeling in the world.