hmm
Like I mentioned in my last post I e-mailed my dad to let him know we were going to be moving and that I would like to see him. I haven't heard anything. I don't know if or why but I am disappointed. I guess they could be on vacation or something or he just doesn't want to see me which was a possibility. I know he was upset with me and when he is upset it is always black and white with him so I will just have to keep waiting to see. Heck, maybe they have a new e-mail address.
We went to Joe's wrestling banquet last night and he got his certificate for JV and was also recognized for his GPA during the season. he had a 3.25 but two kids had 4.0's daym! It was fun and I felt bad because Joe got cheered for by his teammates. He seems well liked and we are taking him away from that.
We missed the other kids open house at school, my mom went with them. Of all nights for the weather to suck it was last night. They had to walk home in a thunderstorm. I felt so bad. I really wanted both Jon and I to go to the banquet because it is hard on Joe having a father that is not involved so I want to make sure he knows we are always here for him during important times in his life (and not so important). However the other kids suffered by getting drenched walking home with Grandma. I felt like crap and then they brought up how I had said it wasn't supposed to rain until later and not much (which is what the weather reports had said) so I just lost it on them. I felt even worse. I felt like I couldn't win. It is like my nightmares that I always have. I have to make a choice of which of my kids to save and I can never save all of them...no matter what I can't please all of them or be the mom they want to all of them. *sigh*
Parenting sucks sometimes.
We went to Joe's wrestling banquet last night and he got his certificate for JV and was also recognized for his GPA during the season. he had a 3.25 but two kids had 4.0's daym! It was fun and I felt bad because Joe got cheered for by his teammates. He seems well liked and we are taking him away from that.
We missed the other kids open house at school, my mom went with them. Of all nights for the weather to suck it was last night. They had to walk home in a thunderstorm. I felt so bad. I really wanted both Jon and I to go to the banquet because it is hard on Joe having a father that is not involved so I want to make sure he knows we are always here for him during important times in his life (and not so important). However the other kids suffered by getting drenched walking home with Grandma. I felt like crap and then they brought up how I had said it wasn't supposed to rain until later and not much (which is what the weather reports had said) so I just lost it on them. I felt even worse. I felt like I couldn't win. It is like my nightmares that I always have. I have to make a choice of which of my kids to save and I can never save all of them...no matter what I can't please all of them or be the mom they want to all of them. *sigh*
Parenting sucks sometimes.